and a poster of a cat, that says "hang in there!"
treuest: your not fat, your just a well nourished individual.
devaughn is pretty great. admittedly.
ahh yes. my parents. more specifically my dad. ever since i was BORN my father has had a problem with my weight. now. i look around and i think, hey. i'm CURVATIOUS. voooooluptious. i'm a size 8 for christsakes. i've got boobs and hips (wide and childbearing), and a waist. shout out to hourglass figures. shout out to girls who look like they eat. i'm not starving myself. that's not cool. i might eat a little healthier lately, and skip out on seconds, but no way, no how am i going to start obsessively deciding that i'm going to consume less calories than a 3 year old. carrots are yummy, but fuck, so is steak. just not a porterhouse, hook me up with the petiete filet.
anyhow, what brought this about was my dad was looking over my resume, via the internet (he's in FL right now) and he writes back, change this, add this and say you weigh 115.
my resume currently says i was 125. i probably weigh 127ish. high end of 120's atleast. so i'm already lying by 2 lbs or so. if i put down 115, they're not going to believe it. i mean these people i'm handing my resume to are going to SEE me. i don't look like i weigh 115. i've weighed 115 before, and i did not look like this. granted, if i did more yoga, was a little better on doing more cardio, i could get down there again, but really, i'm cool if i weigh 125. it's not your weight, it's HOW YOU LOOK IN IT. size doesn't matter. weight is a number. i'm healthy and that's what matters. i'd like to be toned, not thinner.
to recap here are some things my dad hates about me:
1) i'm a girl
2) i'm a chubby girl
3) i'm a chubby girl without a boyfriend
4) i'm a chubby girl without a boyfriend OR a girlfriend
5) i'm a chubby girl sans bf or gf, and i'm unemployed
6) i'm a chubby girl minus bf/gf, unemployed AND i want to be an actress.
7) i'm a chubby girl without bf/gf, no job desires to be and actress and i'm a secret (apparently extremely) WHORE who loves to be in (soft) porn.
y'know...stuff like this used to really really bother me. but i guess now that i'm all old and wisened, you just let things roll off your back. i'm a kinder, happier, doing what i want devon. i don't really care if he doesn't like it. my life my life my life.
and you know what? i like it.
devaughn is pretty great. admittedly.
ahh yes. my parents. more specifically my dad. ever since i was BORN my father has had a problem with my weight. now. i look around and i think, hey. i'm CURVATIOUS. voooooluptious. i'm a size 8 for christsakes. i've got boobs and hips (wide and childbearing), and a waist. shout out to hourglass figures. shout out to girls who look like they eat. i'm not starving myself. that's not cool. i might eat a little healthier lately, and skip out on seconds, but no way, no how am i going to start obsessively deciding that i'm going to consume less calories than a 3 year old. carrots are yummy, but fuck, so is steak. just not a porterhouse, hook me up with the petiete filet.
anyhow, what brought this about was my dad was looking over my resume, via the internet (he's in FL right now) and he writes back, change this, add this and say you weigh 115.
my resume currently says i was 125. i probably weigh 127ish. high end of 120's atleast. so i'm already lying by 2 lbs or so. if i put down 115, they're not going to believe it. i mean these people i'm handing my resume to are going to SEE me. i don't look like i weigh 115. i've weighed 115 before, and i did not look like this. granted, if i did more yoga, was a little better on doing more cardio, i could get down there again, but really, i'm cool if i weigh 125. it's not your weight, it's HOW YOU LOOK IN IT. size doesn't matter. weight is a number. i'm healthy and that's what matters. i'd like to be toned, not thinner.
to recap here are some things my dad hates about me:
1) i'm a girl
2) i'm a chubby girl
3) i'm a chubby girl without a boyfriend
4) i'm a chubby girl without a boyfriend OR a girlfriend
5) i'm a chubby girl sans bf or gf, and i'm unemployed
6) i'm a chubby girl minus bf/gf, unemployed AND i want to be an actress.
7) i'm a chubby girl without bf/gf, no job desires to be and actress and i'm a secret (apparently extremely) WHORE who loves to be in (soft) porn.
y'know...stuff like this used to really really bother me. but i guess now that i'm all old and wisened, you just let things roll off your back. i'm a kinder, happier, doing what i want devon. i don't really care if he doesn't like it. my life my life my life.
and you know what? i like it.