How do you deal???
How do you go on when you are afraid of what the future holds but even more terrified of living in the past??? When the present seems to be moving too fast and in a blink of an eye the moment is lost forever??? What do you do when you need a hand to hold and you look around but no one is standing by you anymore and you are forced to deal with it on your own??? How do you get out of the dark pit that doubt and fear have thrown you in??? How do you know if the path you are following is the road that will lead you to where you want to be??? How do you keep from drowning in the agony of uncertainties that life becomes???
The truth is you cant...
You cant hold on to a hand forever... life simply wont allow it... people come and go and even the one person you thought you would be able to hold on to will eventually step back and the first thing that will happen is you will fall hard on your ass!!! Then comes the time when you stay still laying on the floor hoping that that hand will come back and help you once again get up... however eventually you come to realize that it wont happen anymore... that hand is gone forever and then the moment of truth sinks in... will you be able to get up on your own or will you forever lay on the floor and hope someone will come and pick up the shattered pieces???
If you decide to stand up on your own and pick up your own pieces that becomes even harder when you realize you are not done breaking and once again you find yourself on the floor waiting until you are shattered completely but when that time comes you have spent soo much time feeding off of memories that you cant even find the strength to get up and look for the pieces...
You realize that where you are headed is not where you want to go but the fear doubt and uncertainties wont allow you to get up... All the strength that you had in you is lost and all that is left are the shattered pieces of your heart that is still beating only with every beat it takes another piece breaks off and you left where you started laying on the floor waiting for a hand to come and help you pick up the pieces... And it is in that percise moment you realize you lost it all... your goals ... your dreams ... your priorites ... the person you once were ... the person you wanted to become ... everything is gone and you are left with doubt, regret, fear, unbearable pain and sorrow, and questions left unanswered...
How do you keep your head up when everything you believed was real and everything you are shatters before your eyes???
The truth is you cant...
You cant hold on to a hand forever... life simply wont allow it... people come and go and even the one person you thought you would be able to hold on to will eventually step back and the first thing that will happen is you will fall hard on your ass!!! Then comes the time when you stay still laying on the floor hoping that that hand will come back and help you once again get up... however eventually you come to realize that it wont happen anymore... that hand is gone forever and then the moment of truth sinks in... will you be able to get up on your own or will you forever lay on the floor and hope someone will come and pick up the shattered pieces???
If you decide to stand up on your own and pick up your own pieces that becomes even harder when you realize you are not done breaking and once again you find yourself on the floor waiting until you are shattered completely but when that time comes you have spent soo much time feeding off of memories that you cant even find the strength to get up and look for the pieces...
You realize that where you are headed is not where you want to go but the fear doubt and uncertainties wont allow you to get up... All the strength that you had in you is lost and all that is left are the shattered pieces of your heart that is still beating only with every beat it takes another piece breaks off and you left where you started laying on the floor waiting for a hand to come and help you pick up the pieces... And it is in that percise moment you realize you lost it all... your goals ... your dreams ... your priorites ... the person you once were ... the person you wanted to become ... everything is gone and you are left with doubt, regret, fear, unbearable pain and sorrow, and questions left unanswered...
How do you keep your head up when everything you believed was real and everything you are shatters before your eyes???