LONELY!!!
Wow ... Im soooo bored Im in first period all alone because all the seniors, well the ones I know at least, went to the court house ... So I thought I would write a few words...
Ok so I have a job now ... getting paid ... making new friends ... I LOVE IT .... well except for this one guy at work that makes me feel uneasy but other than that life is GREAT ... well sorta ... the work life is GREAT....
Moving on to the family factor ... surprisingly enough Im getting along just fine with everyone including my dad ... I think everyone is trying to be nice since graduation is coming up and they dont want me to go to Mexico this summer... June 6 I think is the Spring concert surprinsingly enough my parents are going to come watch me sing and dance ... mainly cuz I said that if they didnt come I wouldnt go to my graduation ... but at least they are coming...
^An old friend once told me "Aveces amar es con la cabeza y no con el corazon" Tania now I know what you meant^ On to boys ... single and having fun ... lolz ... well sorta ... it gets lonely at times ya know when you need someone to hold you and I wish I had ******* to be there with me but hey we dont always get what we want y tengo que reconocer que esta vez perdi ... I wish I could tell him how I feel and I know its useless to think he will one day feel the same as I do. He doesnt know how the words he said hurt me and quite frankly I dont think he cares *sigh* le di todo ... me dejo sin nada y solo siento que esta soledad me mata cada dia mas...
Friends ... I love them all ... too bad we only have about a month left of High school ... I just know Im going to cry when we have to go our own ways...
Road trip to San Francisco??? HELL YEAH!!! We leave bright and early on the 23rd to catch RBD in concert across the Bay at Okland ... On the 23rd MY LUCKY NUMBER!!! Then the 24th the gay parade ... hopefully the old friends still watch it from the same spot ... it will be just like when I was 5 ... then the 25th just look around ... visit my family and the 26th come back ...
MEXICO!!! Im probly gon go visit my grandparents Early July ... dont know how long Im a stay there but I know that Im going to have a blast ... I miss my family!!!
I've matured so much these past months ... I see things from a different perspective ... I learned the hard way that dreams are just that dreams ... the truth slapped me in the face and sent me crashing down .... I've crashed ... I've burned ... I've grown ... [The ones that know me know what event Im talking about]
Ok so I have a job now ... getting paid ... making new friends ... I LOVE IT .... well except for this one guy at work that makes me feel uneasy but other than that life is GREAT ... well sorta ... the work life is GREAT....
Moving on to the family factor ... surprisingly enough Im getting along just fine with everyone including my dad ... I think everyone is trying to be nice since graduation is coming up and they dont want me to go to Mexico this summer... June 6 I think is the Spring concert surprinsingly enough my parents are going to come watch me sing and dance ... mainly cuz I said that if they didnt come I wouldnt go to my graduation ... but at least they are coming...
^An old friend once told me "Aveces amar es con la cabeza y no con el corazon" Tania now I know what you meant^ On to boys ... single and having fun ... lolz ... well sorta ... it gets lonely at times ya know when you need someone to hold you and I wish I had ******* to be there with me but hey we dont always get what we want y tengo que reconocer que esta vez perdi ... I wish I could tell him how I feel and I know its useless to think he will one day feel the same as I do. He doesnt know how the words he said hurt me and quite frankly I dont think he cares *sigh* le di todo ... me dejo sin nada y solo siento que esta soledad me mata cada dia mas...
Friends ... I love them all ... too bad we only have about a month left of High school ... I just know Im going to cry when we have to go our own ways...
Road trip to San Francisco??? HELL YEAH!!! We leave bright and early on the 23rd to catch RBD in concert across the Bay at Okland ... On the 23rd MY LUCKY NUMBER!!! Then the 24th the gay parade ... hopefully the old friends still watch it from the same spot ... it will be just like when I was 5 ... then the 25th just look around ... visit my family and the 26th come back ...
MEXICO!!! Im probly gon go visit my grandparents Early July ... dont know how long Im a stay there but I know that Im going to have a blast ... I miss my family!!!
I've matured so much these past months ... I see things from a different perspective ... I learned the hard way that dreams are just that dreams ... the truth slapped me in the face and sent me crashing down .... I've crashed ... I've burned ... I've grown ... [The ones that know me know what event Im talking about]