Almost gone...
Today I got a scary phone call from Mike. He got a phone call this morning saying that he may be sent out to boot camp tomarrow. He IMed me with a message saying he needed to talk when I had time since he had something important to tell me. I called him and he told me about the phone call. I, being the emotional person that I am, lost it and started crying. I knew that he had to still get the confermation phone call, but still I got worked up. I then had to go to Anatomy and take a quiz, which I passed, but had this hanging over my head for the whole thing. Once class was over, I called him and found out that he won't be leaving today. He can still leave Wednesday and will find out by 2pm. I know it's selfish for me to want him to stay till next week, but I just want to be able to hug and kiss him once last time. Especially get to say "I love you" one last time in person. 13 weeks without a hug, kiss, or saying "I love you" in person is such a long time. And I can't even go home to say goodbye since I have no car up here. I think it would be so much easier for me if I knew when the day was before a quick phone call. If I knew the exact day and got to say goodbye, I would be able to handle it better. But I will have to see what happens tomarrow. I just want him to still be here this weekend. He is suppose to drive up with mom on Thursday and stay the night here with me. I just want to be able to sleep next to him and hold him till I fall asleep just one more time before he's gone. Just wish that I could do that again. Do all these again before he leaves. But it's a wish that I'll have to see if it comes true.