Conn. people and update
I came first in sadness
now I live with a smile
driving around
each glorious mile
The sun always shines
the leaves start to change
golden, cinnamon, red
and many more in a wider range
The best are the people
And how different they are
A huge mix of races
that first found me bizarre
Here feels like home
the people more real
back there full of masks
and lies on how they feel
Back there stressed being hospitable
and good old' fashion manners
They stressed good breeding
and some still live in manors
It was hard to find a friend
someone pure and true
they would all lie to your face
even the closest ones to you
I never have to question people here
I never really have to wonder
They are so different
some aggressive like thunder
People here speak true
they say exactly what’s on their mind
they may hurt your feelings
while being sofisticated and kind
In the end you thank them
Its what makes here so grand
then go out for beers
or a walk on the sand
I have come to fit in
I’ve learned how to blend
Here I will be successful
And have many best friends
Don't get me wrong, I loved Kentucky and still have some friends from there but more than not I found lies in people. I could know and live with someone for years and it meant nothing. You could share your darkest secrets adn again it would mean nothing. You could strive through hard times and have them pull you out of a jam and again it meant nothing in the end. Granted this doesn't apply to all. There were an incredably small few that were different but for the most part this was it.
My ex for months has been trying to hurt my feelings. He tried to bring up our sex life and all of you know how I feel... if you can't get a girl turned on then the sex has gone REAL bad. Him not being able to turn me on is not something to shed light on or brag about. He's said stuff like since I got to this school, someone else more deserving had to be pushed out. Thats just not the case. He's referenced my family and how I lie about them and to them. Again he's only speaking of things he has no idea about. While all this is meant to hurt me its more pathetic than anything else. How can you be hurt by what you know is ignorance? If anything I feel sorry for him which was why I never responded. I felt bad he was hurting so much that he had to try to get so mean with me. If thats the best he has, fictious stories he has made up in his mind, thats something to be pitied, not to be upset about but it doesn't matter. He finally stopped trying to hurt me which means he's gotten over me. Sometiems it just takes longer for others. I got over him rather quickly but it was just easier for me. That and Justin sort of helped.
Again make no mistake, he is NO rebound. He has more passion than I have ever met... I'll stop. I'm sure all of you have heard enough about him. Either way its still going great and on the up and up. Our relationship has made some changes and progression I'm sure your all familiar with. Giggle. I just can't stop kissing him.
Just stuff on my mind. I have hit another huge cleaning spree. I have been shampooing one carpet each week and next is my futon. Valvoline has been talking about Winterizing your vehicle, I'm winterizing my home. I have gotten 2 plants from work which were on the verge of dead when I got them but it hasn't taken long til I have started to see leaves. I also threw a bunch of seeds in oen of my wicker basets and they have just shot up. Even though I planted them late they are in full force.
and I'm not just saying this but this has been my cleanest apartment yet. Granted there are still times when I have an exam so it gets a little cluttered but for the most part my organization has taken on a new neurotic level. Now I dont' have to worry about someone else doing chores or getting bummed out because the house is dirty. I got to the point sometimes that I just didn't want to go home because i kenw it would look like shit. This place doesn't! I get a little cluttered then when I have time, I take the 10 minutes to pick up, toss trash, put my papers together and boom, better. I have also gotten addicted to using different cleaners around the house. Theres one that is not in my view at the moment but its amazing for oil and grease. Theres also some winder cleaner, again from work hehehe, and lysol wipes? That is a great idea. I get one of those, wipe down my counter tops and boom finished. One of the girls from work and I were talking and I even got to give her some cleaning tips on different products.
I can not get over the counter space. I never had counter space like this. Sorry Dallas but you got nothing on this. I have become a fanatic on keeping things off my counter tops and my microwave clean.
I even got my wish and got a filing cabinet thanks to this sweet old lady. Its a little rusted, the paint is a little crapped out but it is amazing. I have yet to break that bad boy in. Soon enough. Once I get money to buy a bunch of folders it will be ON!
Today I have cleaning and then class. Then maybe I'll dip into some arts and crafts again. I've been getting really inspired on some drawings. Justin has also introduced me to one of his friends who I can talk about art with. He's amazing. I got inspired for one drawing maybe a month ago but I didn't know exactly how to portray what I wanted. I needed a close up view as well as a distant view in one. We played around with a few ideas and it was just very energizing. I was afraid of getting an anime feel to the picture. I need to pick that back up and finish it. He's also helping me play the guitar. I've already picked out a few songs but my fingers are really sensitive to the strings so it hurts. I found a pen cap that if I put it on my pinky I can hold down the 2 strings I need for this one song and play it. Schott was very proud and the rest of the guys laughed. They are just jealous they can't use a pen cap hehehe.
Halloween. There is a huge blow out at Justins. Mary, Becca and I already went shopping for costumes. They are going to buy theirs while I'll just use a costume from a few years ago. Theres no WAY i am paying $50 for something I'll wear for one night. Thats outrageous. Theres also 2 huge haunted house places we will go. Fright Fest and Trail of Terror. We already missed the Apple Festival and Duram Fair but we'll catch them next year I'm sure. Theres always little festival things going on. So fun. Also everyone keep in mind Saw 5 is coming out. I can not WAIT! I have a few movies on my list now to see and thats close to the top. My assistant manager (my "boyfriend") recommended Mirrors which is suppose to be really scary.
At work my assistant manager and I just started jokign around and the manager started to believe us. He'll ask me whats for dinner tonight and I'll tell him he can't look when girls go walking by the shop. hehe. It makes the day go by and the whole store has started to get in on this joke. THe amanager figured it out fast but we still keep it going. But back to movies
Justin finally found an old cheesy horror movie I wanted Rob to watch. hehehe. He'll love it. He loves cheese with horror and I think Justin will get a kick out of it too. I'm hoping we can do that soon.
Tonight I also have plans to hang out with Muhammad. To those of you who haven't looked yet, I added some comedy acts to my myspace that Muhammad introduced me to. Its Achmed the Dead Terrorist. If it won't load or I have you blocked just YouTube it. Look up Jingle Bombs as well. Its a little wrong but funny. I added those maybe 5 weeks ago so they should still be good.
Well thats all the news from West Haven, where the leaves are 1000 colors, the sun always shines and each day holds a new treat.
now I live with a smile
driving around
each glorious mile
The sun always shines
the leaves start to change
golden, cinnamon, red
and many more in a wider range
The best are the people
And how different they are
A huge mix of races
that first found me bizarre
Here feels like home
the people more real
back there full of masks
and lies on how they feel
Back there stressed being hospitable
and good old' fashion manners
They stressed good breeding
and some still live in manors
It was hard to find a friend
someone pure and true
they would all lie to your face
even the closest ones to you
I never have to question people here
I never really have to wonder
They are so different
some aggressive like thunder
People here speak true
they say exactly what’s on their mind
they may hurt your feelings
while being sofisticated and kind
In the end you thank them
Its what makes here so grand
then go out for beers
or a walk on the sand
I have come to fit in
I’ve learned how to blend
Here I will be successful
And have many best friends
Don't get me wrong, I loved Kentucky and still have some friends from there but more than not I found lies in people. I could know and live with someone for years and it meant nothing. You could share your darkest secrets adn again it would mean nothing. You could strive through hard times and have them pull you out of a jam and again it meant nothing in the end. Granted this doesn't apply to all. There were an incredably small few that were different but for the most part this was it.
My ex for months has been trying to hurt my feelings. He tried to bring up our sex life and all of you know how I feel... if you can't get a girl turned on then the sex has gone REAL bad. Him not being able to turn me on is not something to shed light on or brag about. He's said stuff like since I got to this school, someone else more deserving had to be pushed out. Thats just not the case. He's referenced my family and how I lie about them and to them. Again he's only speaking of things he has no idea about. While all this is meant to hurt me its more pathetic than anything else. How can you be hurt by what you know is ignorance? If anything I feel sorry for him which was why I never responded. I felt bad he was hurting so much that he had to try to get so mean with me. If thats the best he has, fictious stories he has made up in his mind, thats something to be pitied, not to be upset about but it doesn't matter. He finally stopped trying to hurt me which means he's gotten over me. Sometiems it just takes longer for others. I got over him rather quickly but it was just easier for me. That and Justin sort of helped.
Again make no mistake, he is NO rebound. He has more passion than I have ever met... I'll stop. I'm sure all of you have heard enough about him. Either way its still going great and on the up and up. Our relationship has made some changes and progression I'm sure your all familiar with. Giggle. I just can't stop kissing him.
Just stuff on my mind. I have hit another huge cleaning spree. I have been shampooing one carpet each week and next is my futon. Valvoline has been talking about Winterizing your vehicle, I'm winterizing my home. I have gotten 2 plants from work which were on the verge of dead when I got them but it hasn't taken long til I have started to see leaves. I also threw a bunch of seeds in oen of my wicker basets and they have just shot up. Even though I planted them late they are in full force.
and I'm not just saying this but this has been my cleanest apartment yet. Granted there are still times when I have an exam so it gets a little cluttered but for the most part my organization has taken on a new neurotic level. Now I dont' have to worry about someone else doing chores or getting bummed out because the house is dirty. I got to the point sometimes that I just didn't want to go home because i kenw it would look like shit. This place doesn't! I get a little cluttered then when I have time, I take the 10 minutes to pick up, toss trash, put my papers together and boom, better. I have also gotten addicted to using different cleaners around the house. Theres one that is not in my view at the moment but its amazing for oil and grease. Theres also some winder cleaner, again from work hehehe, and lysol wipes? That is a great idea. I get one of those, wipe down my counter tops and boom finished. One of the girls from work and I were talking and I even got to give her some cleaning tips on different products.
I can not get over the counter space. I never had counter space like this. Sorry Dallas but you got nothing on this. I have become a fanatic on keeping things off my counter tops and my microwave clean.
I even got my wish and got a filing cabinet thanks to this sweet old lady. Its a little rusted, the paint is a little crapped out but it is amazing. I have yet to break that bad boy in. Soon enough. Once I get money to buy a bunch of folders it will be ON!
Today I have cleaning and then class. Then maybe I'll dip into some arts and crafts again. I've been getting really inspired on some drawings. Justin has also introduced me to one of his friends who I can talk about art with. He's amazing. I got inspired for one drawing maybe a month ago but I didn't know exactly how to portray what I wanted. I needed a close up view as well as a distant view in one. We played around with a few ideas and it was just very energizing. I was afraid of getting an anime feel to the picture. I need to pick that back up and finish it. He's also helping me play the guitar. I've already picked out a few songs but my fingers are really sensitive to the strings so it hurts. I found a pen cap that if I put it on my pinky I can hold down the 2 strings I need for this one song and play it. Schott was very proud and the rest of the guys laughed. They are just jealous they can't use a pen cap hehehe.
Halloween. There is a huge blow out at Justins. Mary, Becca and I already went shopping for costumes. They are going to buy theirs while I'll just use a costume from a few years ago. Theres no WAY i am paying $50 for something I'll wear for one night. Thats outrageous. Theres also 2 huge haunted house places we will go. Fright Fest and Trail of Terror. We already missed the Apple Festival and Duram Fair but we'll catch them next year I'm sure. Theres always little festival things going on. So fun. Also everyone keep in mind Saw 5 is coming out. I can not WAIT! I have a few movies on my list now to see and thats close to the top. My assistant manager (my "boyfriend") recommended Mirrors which is suppose to be really scary.
At work my assistant manager and I just started jokign around and the manager started to believe us. He'll ask me whats for dinner tonight and I'll tell him he can't look when girls go walking by the shop. hehe. It makes the day go by and the whole store has started to get in on this joke. THe amanager figured it out fast but we still keep it going. But back to movies
Justin finally found an old cheesy horror movie I wanted Rob to watch. hehehe. He'll love it. He loves cheese with horror and I think Justin will get a kick out of it too. I'm hoping we can do that soon.
Tonight I also have plans to hang out with Muhammad. To those of you who haven't looked yet, I added some comedy acts to my myspace that Muhammad introduced me to. Its Achmed the Dead Terrorist. If it won't load or I have you blocked just YouTube it. Look up Jingle Bombs as well. Its a little wrong but funny. I added those maybe 5 weeks ago so they should still be good.
Well thats all the news from West Haven, where the leaves are 1000 colors, the sun always shines and each day holds a new treat.