Fall

Oct 14, 2008 18:13

Its wonderful here. The leaves are gorgeous and so many different colors. Its nothing like back home. The beach is still my favorite place to be and this place is still offering its new assortment of creates for me to run into.
I found a huge web built on my porch. Being naive and figuring it would probably just be a little spider that I could co-exist with, everything would be fine. I kept running into the edges of the web but he rebuilt and it was nice. Then I'm out with Justin adn we go to sit on the balcony. I hit the web again... and freak out... AGAIN... I got to head back inside and get a glimpse of this huge being. This spider was monsterous and I was freaked. I tried to hold the flashflight as Justin sprayed the spider wtih repellant but as soon as I saw it move I screamed, shut the door and started to cry. Justin was irritated but we laughed it off quick. He went back outside, killed the spider, scraped the body off teh edge and even got the web down for me. I sat on his lap as I calmed down and we talked. I was super impressed. Then of course we went out to eat and to the book store. GREAT TIME.
Everything has been different. He's been showing effort, he's more understanding. Theres more emphasis to fix out philisophical debates so they don't get heated and I don't plant my feet and he doesn't act like a know-it-all. hehehe. Its different. I still get a little anxious but its good.
I also keep trying to freak him out and it doesn't work. I got my blood donor card and the first thing I saw was the word POSITIVE in huge letters. For 2 seconds I thought I had done it, I thought I contracted HIV. I just felt sick and disgusted with every part of myself. Little did I see it was my blood type. I'm a positive blood type instead of negative. I called Justin and arranged my story so he would freak and I got nothing. Actually I got nothing out of the whole family except for my sister Michelle. That was good. THat was the payoff.
Then I tried to freak Justin out by asking him which one of my friends he would have relatiosn with after me. He replied none and was calm. I then figured I'd pull out the big guns. I asked him when he was going to drop the L bomb again. He dropped his book, wrapped his arms around me, started kissing my neck adn asked me why i wanted to know that. I blushed and smiled.
He does cute things now when I start to get flustered.
We had a bad day where there was just frusterating times but got over it real quick. I was hanging with the girls as they shopped and you know how girls are... we don't set a time... we just go around to different places randomly. Justin wanted times and I just simply didn't have that. Either way we worked it out. He didn't want to hang out with girls but wanted to come back wtih me which of course was fine. Where I thought we would have no time to hang out, we had plenty and it was great.
Ahhh that honeymoon stage.
Bliss.
Whats better is my girlfriends are hooking up with great guys as well. I did first with Justin and then Becca with Kevin and now Mary and John? SO GREAT!! I even had a part to play in all of their hookups. I spoke to Kevin about Becca, I spoke to Mary about John, John about Mary and its all going great!! They probably would have done it without me but I atleast provided a little push. hehe. YAY!!
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