wow long time livejournal...lol

[devilishkris]

Well, yeah it has been ages since i last updated this thing. I have been going through a whole bunch of stuff since I have been back in florida. Didn't get a chance to see old friends before they all went home for school but i am going to try and see you guys in the fall. I was in New Port Richey for a few months, was working as a nanny for someone

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[ilovetexas]

Shana,
That sounds like me LOL, I've got a guy friend and we are just friends with a possiblity of more, and he made us just friends in January. He never calls me I just see him on Friday nights and last Friday he kind of lied to me but called me back and hour later and apolized, so I forgive him and than he called me Angel and I was at my best friends and they talked and she said he did it on purpose.
Erin

[devilishkris]

ouch...that is harsh hun......im not sure what i am doing with this guy friend....i mean sometimes i feel like i am being used and then sometimes it feels different....i really don't know what to think about that you know?

[ilovetexas]

He didn't lie on purpose, he called me Angel on purpose. I think you should talk to him and see if theres a possiblity of more. Ezra needed to spend time with God and he is slowly coming around. He called me Angel again tonight and than was like I have a question to ask you and I said what is it and he said nothing just wanted to see you reaction. Than I looked at him and said your Evil.
Erin

[devilishkris]

that is kinda of weird......just make sure you aren't blindsided hun.....believe me it is soooo incredibly easy to be blind sided when it comes to things like this. I went over there to where my friend is staying (at another friends house) mainly to see my girlfriend who is living there with her boyfriend type person lol.....and i mean i was also going there to see him but he pretty much ignored me except for nearly tripping me once when i went into the kitchen to get a drink and then a few comments here and there.....he just wasn't being very nice last night...but i dunno...maybe it was the mood because soon after i got there i fell into a mood and just wanted to knock him upside the head with a brick....
shana

[ilovetexas]

Thanks for the advice Shana. I think he has blindsided me a few times and I'm getting feed up with him, I mean I love him as a friend and more but he keeps confusing me and he is hard to read as it is. I think I might talk to him if it keeps happening but I don't want to ruin or friendship, we're in a church ministy together and his best friend Chris is the leader and Chris has become like a father to me. He's too old for me to date since Chris is in his forties and that would just be weird. He can get to the core of what is going on inside of Ezra's head LOL, since they are best friends. I might just menition it to Chris and see what he says.
Erin

[devilishkris]

that may be a very good idea to do....see what Chris says ya know...lol....its not easy dealing with this kind of thing....and it sucks

Get A CLUE!

[anonymous]

From what I understand, the 'mother' you are referring to gave you free room and board and use of her car, and paid you a salary and gave you weekends off.
ALL you had to do was to take care of the baby, and holding him in your lap in front of a computer doesn't sound like you are doing much "interacting' at all.
Sounds to me like you had a pretty good deal, which you blew because you are a spoiled little brat.
Also, didn't you leave that 'friend' to go to stay with another 'friend' whose checks you stole, wrote out to yourself and then cashed?
Why would anyone believe anything you say now?