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yea i jumped in my own puddle of conclusion the other day resulting in a huge blowout w/ dh. i seriously think PMS had a hand in the way things played out. i actually put "PMS" in big letters on one of the days last week when i was reaaaalllly bitchy. 2 days later the oldest saw it and said "oh no wonder!" and asked me to put it on the calendar next month too...and he meant right then. Like I actually PLAN to have PMS?? Cmon son...it doesnt work like that. the dork. he's a penis person, i'm hoping he's trained later...or sooner even.
monkey is sick. not sure if its allergies in a bad way, or sinus infection. i am praying it's allergies. i can handle that. adding to a doctor bill and paying for meds i cant do right now.
got smacked w/ another blow today. without details here...someone tried to use scare tactics on me today. at first i believed it in my tense state. talking to a clearheaded sibling or two helped. i just have to wait and see at this point. i cant do anything else in regards to this matter.
why does all the BS come when aunt flo is banging down my door? nothing worse than a stressful moment punctuated by the gross feeling of a sudden sensation such as aunt flo provides.
tupperware....still weighing that issue. was ok, till i went to the meeting yesterday. stinkin thinkin came back and stirred doubt. i know the source of the doubt wants me to keep doubting. to counter it, i'm trying to keep myself productive and leave little room for doubt. would certainly prefer to work with other people and hope to get to the spring sessions to find out stuff for myself.
monkey is sick. not sure if its allergies in a bad way, or sinus infection. i am praying it's allergies. i can handle that. adding to a doctor bill and paying for meds i cant do right now.
got smacked w/ another blow today. without details here...someone tried to use scare tactics on me today. at first i believed it in my tense state. talking to a clearheaded sibling or two helped. i just have to wait and see at this point. i cant do anything else in regards to this matter.
why does all the BS come when aunt flo is banging down my door? nothing worse than a stressful moment punctuated by the gross feeling of a sudden sensation such as aunt flo provides.
tupperware....still weighing that issue. was ok, till i went to the meeting yesterday. stinkin thinkin came back and stirred doubt. i know the source of the doubt wants me to keep doubting. to counter it, i'm trying to keep myself productive and leave little room for doubt. would certainly prefer to work with other people and hope to get to the spring sessions to find out stuff for myself.