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I keep finding myself saying, "i'll go out and have a good time and hang out with my friends" but as each minute passes and the time gets closer to actually going out i wuss out and stay at home. Well last night i made sure i HAD to go by telling Rory I would...AND I went. I drove an hour up to Plymouth after work at midnight and went to Rory's brothers halloween party. And no it wasnt the greatest but i had a good time. And I was proud of myself for going and thats all that really matters. All I have been doing is going to work and school and its starting to depress me to a point where i just want to lay in bed and forget all of my responsibilities. I basically slept till noon, went out to breakfast and got food, then headed into work. Which wasnt too bad. Dragged on, but getting out at 10 was actually rather nice. I don't know, I think i may have to start trying to have more fun and stop stressing about money. anyways i just wanted to write because i really havent been doing that lately. it makes me feel better. Right now Rorys dancing funny trying to distract me from typing so i think i shall go.