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Completely annoyed right now. Didn't get much sleep last night then i had to get up early and get my butt to church for a promise to God that couldnt be broken. Finally got to bed and rested for a bit until Rory called and woke me up. When i went upstairs my house was completely chaotic, rory and i went out for lunch. Rested a bit then went to work, it was just a really odd day and i couldnt get any homework done. It just dragged on, then i thought i was going to rory's after and that didnt work out. so now i am at home working on some HW then bed and then the week begins and i have 90+ hours. and school on top of that and i just feel like i have no one around. And with everything that just happened with Doyle and no one understanding how much it hurts i just don't know what to do. Sucks so much that I lost him and i can't even go to the funeral because i don't have $$ to fly out there. It's so much easier just to let everyone go. Slowly just stop hanging out with everyone, a process, and then you don't realize it hurts as much as when you just lose it all, at once. And working makes that a million times easier. So i better finish this up and get to bed.