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Today was so long, and i am still awake...how the hell does that work? okay so either everyone i know around me is like ohmigod i am getting married ohmigod i am pregnant! and i am just like ohmigod thats horrible. and you know what pissed me off even more...i was asked to be in 2 weddings, a bridesmaid, and not only that but they said make sure jimmi comes. I was like "yeah, you know me so well, i havent been with him for like a year and you want me in your wedding?... because you know me? " and no i was not completely evil but i was a little hurt and upset and so many other things. and then i look at myself and cannot even imagine where i am headed. career, relationships, school, everything has been so out of sorts lately its just hard to see how all these people can just start this whole new life when i can barely afford what i am doing at this point in time. I don't know it was just a different day...