Sep 26, 2005 23:18
So today was my birthday. And it's over, i think that is more of a relief. The people who know me best know that i just want them around me. I love the little things, the stupid cards, candy and just a simple phone call...or even Chad stopping by and giving me a bag of Doritoes. Thats all i wanted today. To have the people i care about just to be around me. And as I write this and know what i want. I am grateful for the people who tried but i just don't feel like they know me all that well. I love them all the same but i realized i need to start spending more time out there with the ones who put the smile on my face today instead of hanging in a room watching tv and sitting on the couch. The past year i have spent too much time doing that and now a year has past and i need to get off my ass.