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Things have been so off lately...I don't even know what to think anymore. I've been somewhat depressed lately. I've been missing my grandma a lot lately to the point of tears. I just can't seem to get all the emotions out at once...Then, I just get into thinking about all the things, I've done wrong in the past and it just leads me to this conclusion that I was made to be a horrible person...
I lay in bed for hours trying to fall asleep, but all these thoughts fill my head. I can't seem to let go of all the things that went wrong with my family. My brother, Frank, hates me...we've gotten closer and then just fell apart again. He's really heavy with the weed. My dad, mom and I have had problems, but its all over with now . We're just one happy fucked up family...
The whole being in love thing is just a whole other entry. Maybe i'll get into that later or tomorrow i'll write. It's just way out there. And confusing.
Later
<3 me
I lay in bed for hours trying to fall asleep, but all these thoughts fill my head. I can't seem to let go of all the things that went wrong with my family. My brother, Frank, hates me...we've gotten closer and then just fell apart again. He's really heavy with the weed. My dad, mom and I have had problems, but its all over with now . We're just one happy fucked up family...
The whole being in love thing is just a whole other entry. Maybe i'll get into that later or tomorrow i'll write. It's just way out there. And confusing.
Later
<3 me