My Love...

Jan 21, 2005 11:44

Dear...,

I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry for caring. I'm sorry for letting you decide wether my day will be good or bad...but i didn't have a choice.

I wish you were here for me. I wish i could tell you the way i feel. I wish that you were capable of feeling these feelings back...but i can only wish. I can't stop loving you because of your faults, although few and far between i can't stop loving you because you don't love me, although you may never again.

If you can't see by now that what i feel for you is so much deeper than anything i have ever felt before...i can't stop loving you by my own will or those around me opinions. I have always seen and will always see you for you not any more and not any less. Although you may not think much of yourself i do. Although you may consider yourself or the things that you do, as failures, i will always respect and admire everything you do.

My hopes and dreams all revolve around the possibility that we may share this passion that i feel the need to express. I pray that someday you will live with the anticipation of seeing me and talking to me and sharing passion that we are expressing through each other. Love is not an adiquate word for the feelings that i feel for you. I have tried before to figure out what "love" is, but everytime, the only thing i could come up with is that love is exactly what i feel for you.

Right now i feel as though i will explode if i can't tell you how i feel and express my emotions and feelings to you. I think that although you know i like you, you don't know that i love you. You don't know how much your words and actions effect the most simple things that i do in my daily life.

Every little word, action thought, and vision effects my very mood. I want someone that i can turn to when life just isn't going as planned. I want someone to depend on me. I want someone to want me, i want you to desire me in every way possible. I want you to feel all of the passions and desires that i feel for you. My life would be perfect if this could just be. If you could just open up and show me the real you, the person inside that you try so hard to keep hidden.

I love you with every little piece of my entire being.

I LOVE YOU, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Love you always,
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