As If Anybody Cares

[deus_fimus]

I don't know how I do it, but I manage to end each day feeling miserable. Today our senior pictures came in. Great. All of these beautiful people are showing off their pictures to friends, making jokes, proudly displaying their faces as if they were priceless works of art. And then there's me. I try desperately to hide my pictures. People ask, but

Comments

[isabelita]

you really shouldn't talk about yourself like that. that's no way to help yourself from being sad all of the time and thinking things like that. each person has something good about themself, and if a person is truly your friend, that is all they really see.

[deus_fimus]

Wow, that was quick.

Yeah, I know. The truth hurts, but it's something we all have to come to terms with. Some people simply choose to ignore it, which is something I guess I could do and what you're suggesting. But that's part of makes me sad; the aversion of others to truth. Thanks for listening. =)

[outtagetme6265]

I hate pictures.
I hate seeing my own damn face. Despise it. And I honestly feel sorry for the people that have to look at it.
But the least people could do is look at a person for who the person is. Not some superficial shit. Have people never heard the "You can't judge a book by it's cover" saying? I highly doubt it, with the way society is right now.

[deus_fimus]

Yeah, I understand. But I couldn't really tell you if my personality is beautiful or not. With the way I'm talking now, I'd say not. I wish that saying were more prevalent in today's culture too.

[deus_fimus]

Oh yeah, Pantera fuckin' rocks the cock. \m/

[outtagetme6265]

Fuck yes they do.
You kick ass for recognizing that.

[_suffermydesire]

I don't think you're ugly and I'm not lying or bullshitting you. I know how it feels to feel like everyone thinks that I'm ugly. I used to have groups of people tell me that I was ugly every day in middle school. In fact, the guy that I had a crush on actually told me that he would never date me because I was "the ugliest girl in school". That's a direct quote. I know exactly how it feels. You can't take these things to heart, or you'll end up depressed all the time. You have to realize that some people are just hateful and that the people who say good things about you are the people that you need to spend your time on. Do you really think the fucktards that call you ugly will matter to you 10 years from now? You probably won't even remember them. Don't let people bring you down. Like Liz said, realize that everyone has something good about themselves.

[deus_fimus]

Meh. It doesn't really matter so much that everyone else says I'm ugly, if I think it to be true myself. But I get what you're trying to say, thanks. It's just kinda' sad that people pay more attention to shit like this than when I put thought into writing a song, lol.

[_suffermydesire]

I read your songs too. :P

[deus_fimus]

Well I always welcome people to comment. =)

[manicstella]

Can I add you to my Friends? You have fucking awesome music taste mate. Love grunge!

[deus_fimus]

If after reading this unsightly string of text you want to add me, then feel free. Added back.