Save Me... Before I Drown...

Aug 19, 2004 10:25

Hey guys,

not much to say here. Once again out of a job. This job really wasnt for me and for the most part it sucked. I really liked working with all the people(for the most part) that I worked with. But alot of them talked shit, and were a bunch of disloyal bastards. My boss was cool up until yesterday when he started calling me lazy for no good reason. I busted my ass more than half the people there, and he calls me lazy? bullshit. Then today I decided to call and quit, I got his answering machine, and left a voicemail, so he calls me back and says, and I quote: "Get your fucking ass into work you little bitch." Ha! Yeah thats really gonna make me wanna work for you. My boss thinks hes a hard ass cuz hes a 25 year old ex-gang member who likes to talk shit. Then hes all "ive got a family and a living to make, and if you're not into the job, by all means dont hang around, there wont be any hard feelings or personal resentment" then when I do decide to quit after a week of thinking it over, he talks shit to me. Fucking Pussy. So Im once again out of a job. Ive realized something. The economy in michigan and the country overall sucks. We all know its Bush's fault. But personally, every job I've had since Dearborn Music has screwed me, either out of pay, out of hours or what have you. My parents are behind me which is cool, my dad offered to cover most of my bills until i get back on my feet. I hate being in debt to my dad but until I find a new job, its what I have to do. I've been out looking for a job, but Im not sure if anything will materialize. If any of you know anywhere thats hiring, please let me know, I'll do just about anything with the exception of the food service industry right about now.
In other news, KC seems to be blowing me off lately. She claims that its because her uncle is in the hospital, and I really have no reason to disbelieve her. Last night we went to dinner @ Red Robin (its where she wanted to go) and she was flirting with the fucking waiter right in front of me! I dont know if she really gets that I wanna be with her or whatever, I dont have time to waste on her anymore. But I'd love to actually find someone that wants to be with me, because right now I'm semi-lonely, I havent seen most of my friends in months, and I find myself dwelling on the past quite often. To brad, KT, danielle, frank, justin, stef and anyone else in the Krew, I miss you guys. If you guys let me know your schedules, I'd love to hang out with y'all again in the future. I know you're all busy, and I guess we all saw it coming but brad was right all along. The Krew is falling apart, if it even exists anymore. Therapy from real life... yeah, only when they're around, but its true. My life is shitty right now, and in the end all I got is my friends. So if any of you are interested in hanging out anytime soon let me know.

Peace,
Phetus
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