A Quick Turn.
It's crazy how fast things change. Or rather, how fast time flies and makes everything seem to change so fast. It's kind of scary but otherwise, life would be boring.
I'm not the same girl. I might still laugh and cry often, but I have a clearer understanding of what goes on around me. It's a relief. I finally feel my age and maybe even a little beyond the border. I manage to walk through life knowing that there's bullshit upon bullshit but I'm able to also look forward to the few things life has to offer. The few things that can make living all the more worthwhile.
What I need to work on is to speak out more often when I sense that something isn't right. I do a lot of questioning but what I need to do more of is making decisions. Because 99% of the time, intuition leads you in the right direction. There's no need for reassurance any longer. In fact, I've learned that the need for reassurance signals that there's something wrong. I have to be more careful when someone tries to sell me an idea where they are trying to involve me. It all sounds so serious, but this is related to everyday situations we all face. There are politics involved in all types of situations where people are gathered, whether it be a school club or a corporation.
I'm not quite sure how to end this at this point, because it all started out as random babbling.
I guess my message to myself is to be careful and discriminate in a manner that will help me recognize what's going on, to be more focused of what's going on. Be analytical as usual but more decisive. It's high time for that. After all, this excitement that comes with starting university is accompanied by a whole lot of responsibility.
I'm not the same girl. I might still laugh and cry often, but I have a clearer understanding of what goes on around me. It's a relief. I finally feel my age and maybe even a little beyond the border. I manage to walk through life knowing that there's bullshit upon bullshit but I'm able to also look forward to the few things life has to offer. The few things that can make living all the more worthwhile.
What I need to work on is to speak out more often when I sense that something isn't right. I do a lot of questioning but what I need to do more of is making decisions. Because 99% of the time, intuition leads you in the right direction. There's no need for reassurance any longer. In fact, I've learned that the need for reassurance signals that there's something wrong. I have to be more careful when someone tries to sell me an idea where they are trying to involve me. It all sounds so serious, but this is related to everyday situations we all face. There are politics involved in all types of situations where people are gathered, whether it be a school club or a corporation.
I'm not quite sure how to end this at this point, because it all started out as random babbling.
I guess my message to myself is to be careful and discriminate in a manner that will help me recognize what's going on, to be more focused of what's going on. Be analytical as usual but more decisive. It's high time for that. After all, this excitement that comes with starting university is accompanied by a whole lot of responsibility.