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Pubic notice: To everyone I've annoyed, angered, pissed off, hurt, etc. this week and last; I'm sorry. It's me, not you. I'm going to learn to keep my mouth shut, keep my thoughts to myself, and not be angry with any of you. I'm only angry with myself. I should leave it that way. And to those I haven't gotten to yet, stay away. You don't want to join the ranks.
Don't be concerned. I'll learn.
Hungover. Headache. ::groan:: Bent over on a counter crying for over an hour is not good on ones back. Which is why I moved to the bed. Pup curled up with me, my main man. Duck sat on the nightstand. But I kind of feel better. You know, it was one of those big outpouring cry fests that are unavoidable and needed. And exhausting. I woke up still worn from it, but at least I got it all out. I don't know how I feel this morning. I have to go into work soon, and really all I care to do today is run after some bad guys. Don't want to talk to anyone at work, don't want to do paperwork. Just want to be out in the field, doing my job. Maybe I'll go out to the firing range after work. I think this is going to be another weekend alone. I need to just stay in. I'd go visit the family, but who knows what's gonna happen in this case. Might get called in on my weekend again. Of course, I'm sure if I called my mom and told her to come stay in the city this weekend she would. I think I'll do that. As much as she annoys me, she's still Mom. And I need my Mom right now. Badly.
Don't be concerned. I'll learn.
Hungover. Headache. ::groan:: Bent over on a counter crying for over an hour is not good on ones back. Which is why I moved to the bed. Pup curled up with me, my main man. Duck sat on the nightstand. But I kind of feel better. You know, it was one of those big outpouring cry fests that are unavoidable and needed. And exhausting. I woke up still worn from it, but at least I got it all out. I don't know how I feel this morning. I have to go into work soon, and really all I care to do today is run after some bad guys. Don't want to talk to anyone at work, don't want to do paperwork. Just want to be out in the field, doing my job. Maybe I'll go out to the firing range after work. I think this is going to be another weekend alone. I need to just stay in. I'd go visit the family, but who knows what's gonna happen in this case. Might get called in on my weekend again. Of course, I'm sure if I called my mom and told her to come stay in the city this weekend she would. I think I'll do that. As much as she annoys me, she's still Mom. And I need my Mom right now. Badly.