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I was sitting in the dog park, watching Pup run off some energy, and I thought about my upcomming career move. A chill went through me. After I left my meeting with Ross yesterday, I was feeling excitement and I was happy. I had a bit of fear of 'do I belong' and all, but overall I was feeling great. Ever since the dogpark, and now sitting here at home, I'm terrified. I can't say I've ever felt this way upon starting a new squad. There is always nervousness, but this is new. I feel like I'm starting high school all over again. Will everyone like me? Will I be good? Will the upperclassmen make my life hell? Will my clothes be right? But you know, right now I'm going to try and forget all these things. I can wait and worry about it when the transfer is actually approved. Until then, I think Pup and I are going to settle in to watch the Tony's.