Foot-In-Mouth-Disease. I has it.
I'm not sorry for what I said, I'm sorry for the way it was taken and for the way I said it. There is a difference, and maybe I shouldn't have said anything at all. But, yeah, that wouldn't have happened no matter how much practice I do at biting my tongue. I'm not stupid and I thought I had a good point, I still don't believe anyone can predict the future, or say without any doubt what will happen next. I want to believe that all will turn out fine and dandy, but I know that it could go both ways. I've seen it all go wrong when it shouldn't have.
Still, I probably should start saving up for that drink I owe her. If anyone stands a chance... heh.
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According to Alex I'm suffering from "man disease." In her words, this means I think she needs protecting and that's partly why I blew up at Connie (I thought it was just a tiny pop, but whatever, details). She can call it whatever the hell she wants, but I'm not gonna change anytime soon. Whether she likes to admit it or not, she's struggling right now. But I'm relieved that she's now looking forward instead of trying to be "brave" and stay miserable forever. Maybe something good came from my lack of ability to shut up.
Hmm, I must have man disease if that means I want her to be safe. I'll accept that, if she will admit she's got the woman version. Hmph. And even if I do have it, I failed, clearly.
Still, I probably should start saving up for that drink I owe her. If anyone stands a chance... heh.
Private
According to Alex I'm suffering from "man disease." In her words, this means I think she needs protecting and that's partly why I blew up at Connie (I thought it was just a tiny pop, but whatever, details). She can call it whatever the hell she wants, but I'm not gonna change anytime soon. Whether she likes to admit it or not, she's struggling right now. But I'm relieved that she's now looking forward instead of trying to be "brave" and stay miserable forever. Maybe something good came from my lack of ability to shut up.
Hmm, I must have man disease if that means I want her to be safe. I'll accept that, if she will admit she's got the woman version. Hmph. And even if I do have it, I failed, clearly.