031 / is it ever too late?

[destrukti0n]

i've been thinking about you more than i'd care to lately. so many things speak your name here. three and a half years seem so small, but you really are everywhere to me. i wonder what you would have said if i'd let you finish that sentence. i wonder what would have been different if i hadn't been so strong. i wonder what thoughts were dancing behind such desperate eyes. but most of all, i wonder if i'll ever be able to forget you.

i wish i had hit you with my car.