024 / you break it, you buy it.
why am i so confused? what the fuck is really going on here?
you know, we make up this secret check list in our heads.. all these ideas of what we want and when we want them. you just can't wait to see that list get smaller and smaller and as you silently cross off what's been finished you smile because once everything is done.. you can be happy, right? it will mean that you've finally found what you're looking for.. right?
we think we know who we are and what we're all about but one day someone comes along and changes everything.. and suddenly i don't know who i am and i can't remember what i wanted nor can i recall why i wanted it. it scares me that i've begun to contradict myself on a daily basis; that my head and my heart just can't seem to settle and agree.
should i be wishing i'd never met you? should i be as thankful as i am that i have? should i think about you as much as i do? should i really be using so many question marks?
i used to be so sure.. what happened?
you know, we make up this secret check list in our heads.. all these ideas of what we want and when we want them. you just can't wait to see that list get smaller and smaller and as you silently cross off what's been finished you smile because once everything is done.. you can be happy, right? it will mean that you've finally found what you're looking for.. right?
we think we know who we are and what we're all about but one day someone comes along and changes everything.. and suddenly i don't know who i am and i can't remember what i wanted nor can i recall why i wanted it. it scares me that i've begun to contradict myself on a daily basis; that my head and my heart just can't seem to settle and agree.
should i be wishing i'd never met you? should i be as thankful as i am that i have? should i think about you as much as i do? should i really be using so many question marks?
i used to be so sure.. what happened?