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I dont know how to say it but i am having some sort of crazy's breakdown andi am not even sure how i am even having this shit. I am only 20 years old and I havent even ever lived with a gal yet. My life is very incomplete, yet i am falling apart. And ill tell you one thing, Its almost as if my girlfriend dont care anymore about it, all she cares
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I know that you are trippin on the no smoking thing here, but this sounds a tad more serious to me...Quit this fucking crap about not having friends! Sure Maine is NOT Miami & you are not chill with your whole crew there, but I am sure that you & Nga chi got something a little more special than you give yourself credit for... parents are always messing shit up (God knows they never have helped my relationships or anything). Ehh! Distance sux, but it will get worked out soon. Have some hope for yourself, for your future... life is not all peaches & cream (even for me right now> despite the image that I seem to project that makes it appear that way). It sux hardcore sometimes, but you gotta keep going no matter what assholes stand in your way or leave you to the wolves... You gotta keep doing what you can to survive and better yourself. You have done well by getting your diploma, I dont care what anyone says-> IT DOES make a difference! Life is one long term of suffering to some people, just in varying degrees... you make the choice of how much you want to suffer though. No one wants a lot, but sometimes they dont see thats what they choose...
OK-Ok, I will shut the heck up now. I doubt that I helped that much... but I DO CARE. If you need to talk then let me know & we can chat online or I could call ya. Just chill on things for a moment & stop thinking too much about the future. There is only so much that a person can do/handle at once.
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