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I doubt anyone reads anymore, but that's cool I don't blame you. I blame myself for not posting enough and having a boring life.
This weekend should be a lot of fun. I am going camping with Charlie, Kevin, Mike, and Keith - yep, 4 boys and one girl. We're going camping in Canada too - which means we can drink. I'll have maybe a smirnoff or two, if that. I'm not a drinker.
Camping last year was fun and I mostly hung out with these four the whole time anyways so I don't think it will be too different. I get along well with the guys, a lot better than I do with the girls for some reason. I'm not exactly sure why because I'm not a tom boy, but then again I'm not a girly-girl. I think it's probably because there is a lot less drama with the guys than the girls. Also, the girls never really "accepted" me into their little group. We always have a good time when we're together, but I still feel like I'm a bit of an outcast.
I think I get along with the guys better because they aren't in a hurry to grow up. They still enjoy being stupid and playing video games all day. The girls want to get dressed up and go look for guys. I already have a guy so I don't need to go looking. Also, I feel like a lot of people look down on me as their "little friend" because I don't have all of the experiences they do. Sex is becoming a major interest with a lot of my friends, whereas Charlie and I are waiting to have sex. Every time the girls want to talk about sex they all share their stories then look at me and go "aww" and tell me "it's okay to wait" and smile at me for a minute, but then the go on talking about more of their sex stories. It's like they look at me as if I'm a little kid who doesn't know anything. It's not like I do absolutely nothing, I just don't feel the need to share it with everyone. When the guys talk about sex, they don't make me feel like I'm a little kid. I can't explain it well, but I'm glad they don't treat me that way.
The guys are beginning to feel more like brothers than just friends. I'm hoping that we'll all keep in touch as we continue to get older. I'm sure we'll all get jobs, get married, have kids, and all that stuff but I really hope we stay in touch.
This weekend should be a lot of fun. I am going camping with Charlie, Kevin, Mike, and Keith - yep, 4 boys and one girl. We're going camping in Canada too - which means we can drink. I'll have maybe a smirnoff or two, if that. I'm not a drinker.
Camping last year was fun and I mostly hung out with these four the whole time anyways so I don't think it will be too different. I get along well with the guys, a lot better than I do with the girls for some reason. I'm not exactly sure why because I'm not a tom boy, but then again I'm not a girly-girl. I think it's probably because there is a lot less drama with the guys than the girls. Also, the girls never really "accepted" me into their little group. We always have a good time when we're together, but I still feel like I'm a bit of an outcast.
I think I get along with the guys better because they aren't in a hurry to grow up. They still enjoy being stupid and playing video games all day. The girls want to get dressed up and go look for guys. I already have a guy so I don't need to go looking. Also, I feel like a lot of people look down on me as their "little friend" because I don't have all of the experiences they do. Sex is becoming a major interest with a lot of my friends, whereas Charlie and I are waiting to have sex. Every time the girls want to talk about sex they all share their stories then look at me and go "aww" and tell me "it's okay to wait" and smile at me for a minute, but then the go on talking about more of their sex stories. It's like they look at me as if I'm a little kid who doesn't know anything. It's not like I do absolutely nothing, I just don't feel the need to share it with everyone. When the guys talk about sex, they don't make me feel like I'm a little kid. I can't explain it well, but I'm glad they don't treat me that way.
The guys are beginning to feel more like brothers than just friends. I'm hoping that we'll all keep in touch as we continue to get older. I'm sure we'll all get jobs, get married, have kids, and all that stuff but I really hope we stay in touch.