destruct the defect
and she takes another sip of the vile drink. wondering if it can make her forget. the only trouble is she doesn't know what it is she's trying to forget. it's not as though there's anything she really remembers. just a vaugue picture and a feeling at the base of her stomach when someone mentions something related. she just wants to drink herself to death but is afaid she hasn't got the balls to do it.