21 months in and still dreaming of you...
I wish this relationship felt easy,
I wish you understood how I truly felt.
when I told you how much it hurt when you told me you were 'loving me less and less' you said' most of the time I feel the complete opposite to that'.
I didn't know.
I thought you meant it.
I just want to feel truly wanted, and loved.
I want to feel safe with you, like you'll protect me from hurt.
But you're the one that's always hurting me.
I wish you'd stay here next year, with me. and things would just feel okay for once.
I feel so alone.