.. the only person that even cares about what you did is val and melissa.. you make it sounds like everyone quit talkin to you or something.. that's bullshit! quit talking about how you wanna kill yourself because of me.. and quit sayin how you hate yourself cause of me.. you hate everything about you because of me.. I didn't do anything to you!!! what ever problems you have with yourself I DIDN'T DO!!! I didn't make you see life the way you do.. I didn't make you change the things you did.. I didn't make you do the things you do and did!!!!! I introduced you to new friends! I tried to help you when I could! I was there for you when you needed help I was there when no one else was I was there when you pused me away and made me feel like shit!!! I held you when you cried! when I herd you were In the hospital I dropped the phone and started running to you!! is threatening to kill yourself supposed to entice me or make me feel bad! neither is occuring!! I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO DO GOOD BY YOU!! DO YOU REMEMBER ALL THE NIGHTS i SOBBED BEGGING FOR YOU ONLY TO BE LIED TO AND LOOKED PAST! because you wanted to ask me to marry you you told me you didn't want to get back together.. that it probably wouldn't happen anytime soon. TALK ABOUT MIXED SIGNALS! sean besides.. how could I tell you maybe, someday. things are bad enough for you since we started talkin again.. think of how bad it would be if I said that.. you would go nuts. I'm not going to tell you I hate you becuase I dont hate you!! I've never hated you! I've gotten really mad, but that's the extent of it. I won't hate you.
the fact of the matter isdesolate_dravenJanuary 22 2005, 19:55:18 UTC
I have simply tried to prove that I was the person you saw 3 years ago. But, you said it yourself. We manipulated each other so many times that it doesn't matter anymore. i've moved on....that's what you wanted all along....so I finally did it...
that's bullshit! quit talking about how you wanna kill yourself because of me.. and quit sayin how you hate yourself cause of me.. you hate everything about you because of me..
I didn't do anything to you!!! what ever problems you have with yourself I DIDN'T DO!!! I didn't make you see life the way you do.. I didn't make you change the things you did.. I didn't make you do the things you do and did!!!!!
I introduced you to new friends! I tried to help you when I could! I was there for you when you needed help I was there when no one else was I was there when you pused me away and made me feel like shit!!! I held you when you cried! when I herd you were In the hospital I dropped the phone and started running to you!!
is threatening to kill yourself supposed to entice me or make me feel bad! neither is occuring!!
I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO DO GOOD BY YOU!! DO YOU REMEMBER ALL THE NIGHTS i SOBBED BEGGING FOR YOU ONLY TO BE LIED TO AND LOOKED PAST! because you wanted to ask me to marry you you told me you didn't want to get back together.. that it probably wouldn't happen anytime soon. TALK ABOUT MIXED SIGNALS!
sean
besides.. how could I tell you maybe, someday. things are bad enough for you since we started talkin again.. think of how bad it would be if I said that.. you would go nuts.
I'm not going to tell you I hate you becuase I dont hate you!! I've never hated you! I've gotten really mad, but that's the extent of it.
I won't hate you.
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But, you said it yourself.
We manipulated each other so many times that it doesn't matter anymore.
i've moved on....that's what you wanted all along....so I finally did it...
Be happy.
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