I can't wait to get into the ring.
I went to the school today because there was an event.
I was the 'plant' for the night.
In pro-wrestling terms, the 'plant' is the guy in that the company sticks in the seats to get the crowd going for the match. The person knows who's face and who's heel, and is supposed to cheer for the face, and boo the heel.
It was pretty cool.
I had a few reactions with the heels. I got called a mark by Johnny Dynamo....often referred to as 'Johnny Bravo'. It's fuckin fun.
I had a blue mat match on Wednsday....I failed.....but I tried anyway....it was pretty fun.
I wrestled a guy named 'Chip Daley'. At least it's his gimmick....he's pretty cool.
I feel bad for Janine....she keeps getting hit on by the wrestlers.
'The Big Andrewski' asked me if she was my girlfriend....I was all like....no but we're pretty close.
He was considering tryin' her out.
It was kinda buggin' me.....but....it was pretty cool.
Nothin really to worry about.
Janine's got real low self-esteem issues.
That should make her feel better about herself.
Well...I saw Ana last night.....nothing happened.....it was ok.
I got to talk to her....it seems pretty cool.
I was hoping to have a more detailed conversation about what happened....but....no big deal.
Ice and Hilary seem like they would be a good couple.
Some people like it....some people don't....not that it matters.....I hope they get together....it'd be good for the both of them.
Not to spread other people's business or anything.
I still haven't heard anything from Iris about what I asked her........I guess that tells me what she thinks about that.
I wish i was in the show today.
I'm hoping to get Jon, Hectik, Moffit, and Matt in by the beginning of nest year.....Jon's almost ready.
Matt's pretty close too.
Hectik isn't really as interested as he used to be.
Moffit is interested.....but, he wants to do a lot of Hardcore stuff....which I hope he pulls off with the right training.
I really want everyone to be at my first singles match.
But, I don't know how that will work out.
i hope I can have my first match be a singles match.
I doubt it will happen though.
I hope that I get good enough to take Jack's belt....or at least grab the new Chaotic title.
The chaotic championship is like their version of the Hardcore title.
Jac really wants that belt.
I don't blame him.
That would be fun as hell.
I'm still aiming for that Grand championship though.....I know I can take it....it'll probably take a couple of years....but...I'll still do it.
I hope Iris is there to see it.
I hope They're all there to see it.
Jon says that he'll be in as sson as he gets his first paycheck.
That would be fuckin cool.
Fuckin' people are at each other's throats.....it pissed me off last night.....I broke a plate against the wall to get them to shut up for a moment and listen to me....I don't get too much of that....everyone just wants to say how they feel.......I feel like my feelings get ignored too much.
But, it's because I never make it known that much.
I bend to everyone else too much.
I'm too nice to people.
I don't like being a dick....there's no point.
Except to hurt people.
I already hurt Janine.
I hurt Iris.
I hurt a lot of people.
I'm done hurting people.
It's caused me more pain than it's caused them.
I've finally found an outlet for my pain.
I'm gonna use it to my full advantage.
I'm gonna do as much damage as a pro-wrestler as possible.
Collecting as many titles as possible.
I keep wondering how Ana really feels.
I hope that something actually does come of these recent events.
And that she knows that I'm more than willing if she says so.
The question is.....does she know that I even really care?
Or does she think it's just a front?
She'll know soon enough.
He probably won't want her around me after all of this.
I don't blame him.
It's not too pleasant when your girlfriend cheats on you with your old roommate.
Isn't that right, Dennis?
I didn't do it to be a dick.
I did it because it felt good.
I did it because I know how she feels.
And that I can relate to her.
I didn't intend on it going so far though.
I just wanted to show her how I felt.....that's all.
Yes....it went a bit too far....but....It was worth hit.
I guess I'm stuck in the rabbit hole now.....I'm in it until the end.
And all I can do.........is follow the white rabbit.
I was the 'plant' for the night.
In pro-wrestling terms, the 'plant' is the guy in that the company sticks in the seats to get the crowd going for the match. The person knows who's face and who's heel, and is supposed to cheer for the face, and boo the heel.
It was pretty cool.
I had a few reactions with the heels. I got called a mark by Johnny Dynamo....often referred to as 'Johnny Bravo'. It's fuckin fun.
I had a blue mat match on Wednsday....I failed.....but I tried anyway....it was pretty fun.
I wrestled a guy named 'Chip Daley'. At least it's his gimmick....he's pretty cool.
I feel bad for Janine....she keeps getting hit on by the wrestlers.
'The Big Andrewski' asked me if she was my girlfriend....I was all like....no but we're pretty close.
He was considering tryin' her out.
It was kinda buggin' me.....but....it was pretty cool.
Nothin really to worry about.
Janine's got real low self-esteem issues.
That should make her feel better about herself.
Well...I saw Ana last night.....nothing happened.....it was ok.
I got to talk to her....it seems pretty cool.
I was hoping to have a more detailed conversation about what happened....but....no big deal.
Ice and Hilary seem like they would be a good couple.
Some people like it....some people don't....not that it matters.....I hope they get together....it'd be good for the both of them.
Not to spread other people's business or anything.
I still haven't heard anything from Iris about what I asked her........I guess that tells me what she thinks about that.
I wish i was in the show today.
I'm hoping to get Jon, Hectik, Moffit, and Matt in by the beginning of nest year.....Jon's almost ready.
Matt's pretty close too.
Hectik isn't really as interested as he used to be.
Moffit is interested.....but, he wants to do a lot of Hardcore stuff....which I hope he pulls off with the right training.
I really want everyone to be at my first singles match.
But, I don't know how that will work out.
i hope I can have my first match be a singles match.
I doubt it will happen though.
I hope that I get good enough to take Jack's belt....or at least grab the new Chaotic title.
The chaotic championship is like their version of the Hardcore title.
Jac really wants that belt.
I don't blame him.
That would be fun as hell.
I'm still aiming for that Grand championship though.....I know I can take it....it'll probably take a couple of years....but...I'll still do it.
I hope Iris is there to see it.
I hope They're all there to see it.
Jon says that he'll be in as sson as he gets his first paycheck.
That would be fuckin cool.
Fuckin' people are at each other's throats.....it pissed me off last night.....I broke a plate against the wall to get them to shut up for a moment and listen to me....I don't get too much of that....everyone just wants to say how they feel.......I feel like my feelings get ignored too much.
But, it's because I never make it known that much.
I bend to everyone else too much.
I'm too nice to people.
I don't like being a dick....there's no point.
Except to hurt people.
I already hurt Janine.
I hurt Iris.
I hurt a lot of people.
I'm done hurting people.
It's caused me more pain than it's caused them.
I've finally found an outlet for my pain.
I'm gonna use it to my full advantage.
I'm gonna do as much damage as a pro-wrestler as possible.
Collecting as many titles as possible.
I keep wondering how Ana really feels.
I hope that something actually does come of these recent events.
And that she knows that I'm more than willing if she says so.
The question is.....does she know that I even really care?
Or does she think it's just a front?
She'll know soon enough.
He probably won't want her around me after all of this.
I don't blame him.
It's not too pleasant when your girlfriend cheats on you with your old roommate.
Isn't that right, Dennis?
I didn't do it to be a dick.
I did it because it felt good.
I did it because I know how she feels.
And that I can relate to her.
I didn't intend on it going so far though.
I just wanted to show her how I felt.....that's all.
Yes....it went a bit too far....but....It was worth hit.
I guess I'm stuck in the rabbit hole now.....I'm in it until the end.
And all I can do.........is follow the white rabbit.