Seems like all I ever feel any more is pain, and all I ever do is try to hide it. From the world, from my friends, from my family, from myself. My tummy hurts, my muscles hurt, my joints hurt, my Hickman hurts. I smile, I answer 'fine,' I hold my head up and try to be strong. I spend my energy building the tower in my heart where I hide my pain,
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