Sucky valentine's day... what's new?
I'm spending my valentine's wishing my hubby was home right now... he's at his brother's house around the corner helping his dad fix his car. And for all I know he won't be back until after dark because I can't get a hold of anyone since they aren't answering their phones. Hubby is unemployed and we are trying to save as much money as possible so we can't go anywhere, buy anything, do anything. Heck I thought valentine's day was sunday until yesterday and hubby had completely forgotten about valentine's day all together even though a couple days ago we talked about how it would be on the 14th... he obviously wasn't paying attention to the date.
I told him it's valentine's day and he went oh i didn't know that... but he didn't say hey happy valentine's day or anything... He said he isn't feeling good and slept in today... as usual. He said if he feels better tomorrow he'll wake up with the kids. Funny... I feel like absolute crap but that doesn't matter I am the SAHM so I have to wake up with the kids no matter what and on occasion he does me the favor of waking up with the kids and expects an award from it practically. ERG!!! I swear I just am gonna be going to bed after I put the kids down at 7pm. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day but I'm not counting on it... no day is good lately and today being valentine's day just makes me think of just how sucky things have been. I always thought that having a valentine would make me love valentine's day but instead it just makes me feel more like crap about my hubby's lack of romance and general lack of effort. Sorry I'm complaining over nothing... Hope nobody else is having a day like mine.
I told him it's valentine's day and he went oh i didn't know that... but he didn't say hey happy valentine's day or anything... He said he isn't feeling good and slept in today... as usual. He said if he feels better tomorrow he'll wake up with the kids. Funny... I feel like absolute crap but that doesn't matter I am the SAHM so I have to wake up with the kids no matter what and on occasion he does me the favor of waking up with the kids and expects an award from it practically. ERG!!! I swear I just am gonna be going to bed after I put the kids down at 7pm. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day but I'm not counting on it... no day is good lately and today being valentine's day just makes me think of just how sucky things have been. I always thought that having a valentine would make me love valentine's day but instead it just makes me feel more like crap about my hubby's lack of romance and general lack of effort. Sorry I'm complaining over nothing... Hope nobody else is having a day like mine.