amanda and the abolition of team wacky

[desired_abuse]

noise.

i really shouldn't drink anymore.

and everything i quit, it seems i do twice as much.
i need my fucking dinosaur. or i'm going to light this whole city on fire and smoke it.

i fell in love with every person here.
ridiculously.

cigarette break. dr pepper. ganesh.
purple hair. that's the one consistent thing.
i can't handle last night.
i really can't handle myself at the moment either.