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Well, Craig came over yesterday. I loaded myself up on cold medicine, I piled makeup on my face, I got in some semi-nice clothes, and I hoped for the best. The whole time I felt like I was on the verge of falling asleep. I bet I said some stupid things, I felt really groggy and like everything was unreal. But I was still glad he came over, because he made me feel lovable even in my grossest condition. =P
He went home at like 5 AM. I didn't want him to go, even though I was so tired I felt delirious. I just wanted to drift off to sleep with him. =(
So, I woke up this morning, and I felt even sicker. That's what I get for pushing myself, I guess. The whole time I was pretending not to be sick, totally struggling to focus on things. But I was so congested it was horrible. So this morning it was like.. ugggghhhhhh. And my grandparents came in from Atlanta today, so they are here. I walked out there like a zombie and tried to be social and greet them and all that shiznay. We are supposed to go to Lakeport and have a family barbeque, and I really want to, because it's beautiful outside. But goddamn, I feel like I'm dying.. I don't want to even stand up. I'm going to have to just endure it, I guess. Hopefully I'll get a full day of rest on Sunday. The outdoors looks really inviting today.. the sun is so bright and the sky is so clear. I'm totally going to tough it out.
Racheal came over, too. I just wake up, and all these people are here like "Hi Tina!" and I'm like bllargghhajhrrrrhakhhaaa. She just left because she has to go to work, though. She showed me all of her senior picture proofs, god they are -beautiful-. She wore this white ruffly shirt in them, and the background for some of the pictures were ivy and antique-looking stone and everything. She looked like an ANGEL. She's so gorgeous, she's going to get some of her pics scanned soon so she can show some people on the Net, so I'll show you guys too. The only thing she said she doesn't like about the pictures, is that she has short hair in them. You see, Racheal had really long blonde hair, and then over the summer she got a really short haircut. It's not guy-ish or anything, but it's just all messy and cute and flips up from her neck, and she puts little barettes in it. I think it's really adorable, but I agree that she should have gotten her senior pics with long hair. Anyway! There's this "best friends" senior package, where you can get your picture taken with a friend, and you guys get matching outfits and pose together, and stuff like that. So we might get that, I think it'd be really cool.
So I'm gonna wash my face now, because I commited the ultimate sin and slept with my makeup on last night. You know how badly that clogs your pores? I can just FEEL the pimples flourishing. But not really.
Every time Craig comes over and has to leave, I miss him more. =( I wish I lived in the city. Nooo, I just -have- to be exiled to the boonies. But I guess convenience has nothing to do with it at this point. I'd still love him if he was in Africa. Although that would suck, because Africa is shitty. Heeeh.
Going to stop right now and eat some breakfast!
He went home at like 5 AM. I didn't want him to go, even though I was so tired I felt delirious. I just wanted to drift off to sleep with him. =(
So, I woke up this morning, and I felt even sicker. That's what I get for pushing myself, I guess. The whole time I was pretending not to be sick, totally struggling to focus on things. But I was so congested it was horrible. So this morning it was like.. ugggghhhhhh. And my grandparents came in from Atlanta today, so they are here. I walked out there like a zombie and tried to be social and greet them and all that shiznay. We are supposed to go to Lakeport and have a family barbeque, and I really want to, because it's beautiful outside. But goddamn, I feel like I'm dying.. I don't want to even stand up. I'm going to have to just endure it, I guess. Hopefully I'll get a full day of rest on Sunday. The outdoors looks really inviting today.. the sun is so bright and the sky is so clear. I'm totally going to tough it out.
Racheal came over, too. I just wake up, and all these people are here like "Hi Tina!" and I'm like bllargghhajhrrrrhakhhaaa. She just left because she has to go to work, though. She showed me all of her senior picture proofs, god they are -beautiful-. She wore this white ruffly shirt in them, and the background for some of the pictures were ivy and antique-looking stone and everything. She looked like an ANGEL. She's so gorgeous, she's going to get some of her pics scanned soon so she can show some people on the Net, so I'll show you guys too. The only thing she said she doesn't like about the pictures, is that she has short hair in them. You see, Racheal had really long blonde hair, and then over the summer she got a really short haircut. It's not guy-ish or anything, but it's just all messy and cute and flips up from her neck, and she puts little barettes in it. I think it's really adorable, but I agree that she should have gotten her senior pics with long hair. Anyway! There's this "best friends" senior package, where you can get your picture taken with a friend, and you guys get matching outfits and pose together, and stuff like that. So we might get that, I think it'd be really cool.
So I'm gonna wash my face now, because I commited the ultimate sin and slept with my makeup on last night. You know how badly that clogs your pores? I can just FEEL the pimples flourishing. But not really.
Every time Craig comes over and has to leave, I miss him more. =( I wish I lived in the city. Nooo, I just -have- to be exiled to the boonies. But I guess convenience has nothing to do with it at this point. I'd still love him if he was in Africa. Although that would suck, because Africa is shitty. Heeeh.
Going to stop right now and eat some breakfast!