hmm... I dont know if you actually like me Evin... now that I think about it I wouldn't be surprised if maybe you secretly hated me. Maybe there's underlying things that you think about me that I dont know... or maybe you never gave me a second thought and I'm just another dumb human being. In the long run, we never talk and I never see you... and probably wont for a long time since Dave moved out of there and I tend to go where he goes.
But in reading all of the above, I'm thinking.... you always have trouble in life, that's obvious. Actually, I've seen photos of you as a little boy and you were quite cute I have to say [that'll probably piss you off] but I could see there was still innocence left in that little head of yours. And of course you were probably fairly happy as a child. In your journal entries and the times I've been around you, you quite clearly are not a happy person. Somewhere as you were growing up something obviously changed. You probably grew up, became very intelligent and found things out for yourself that were disappointing about the world. Things always seem to go wrong for you, atleast from my perspective and from the things you say on here.
So I was thinking... maybe you need to hit rock bottom in order to sort of be re-born again. And then maybe you can start all over again. Sounds like you need to do something refreshing and new and maybe you need to work on becoming healthier physically and mentally.
well. i dont hate you, but then again i dont know you. but, you seem cool to me.
and... yeah, i didnt have a happy childhood. pictures... dont mean anything. just another face to put on. but i suppose, it was easier then... and it was happier.
rock bottom? id like to say that ive been there... but im sure it could get worse. there isnt a rock bottom, it just gets worse.
But in reading all of the above, I'm thinking.... you always have trouble in life, that's obvious. Actually, I've seen photos of you as a little boy and you were quite cute I have to say [that'll probably piss you off] but I could see there was still innocence left in that little head of yours. And of course you were probably fairly happy as a child. In your journal entries and the times I've been around you, you quite clearly are not a happy person. Somewhere as you were growing up something obviously changed. You probably grew up, became very intelligent and found things out for yourself that were disappointing about the world. Things always seem to go wrong for you, atleast from my perspective and from the things you say on here.
So I was thinking... maybe you need to hit rock bottom in order to sort of be re-born again. And then maybe you can start all over again. Sounds like you need to do something refreshing and new and maybe you need to work on becoming healthier physically and mentally.
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and... yeah, i didnt have a happy childhood. pictures... dont mean anything. just another face to put on. but i suppose, it was easier then... and it was happier.
rock bottom? id like to say that ive been there... but im sure it could get worse. there isnt a rock bottom, it just gets worse.
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