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im finished with my rebound boyfriend, sorry phillip. i couldnt believe how happy i was the next day and he wasnt there. thats terrible i know, but he is just so in your bubble all the fucking time kind of person. so im getting a dog. much better than a boy friend. oh yeah. i think i need to stop thinking my life isnt complete without a guy. they complicate things far more than its worth. or at least the wrong ones do. and that living with guys has become way too casual for me, not gonna do that again, unless were married or have been dating for a couple yrs prior.maybe i will try being all traditional about it. hmm what a concept. enough of that talk, i rode Pinch today, that horse rocks and im getting so much better at training young horses. im interested in seeing how working with the colts this winter is gonna be like. challenging i imagine. i really do enjoy working here, fuck anybody who is gonna try to take me away. dobro nacht