when a door closes on ya, a window is opened
apparently the ladies i work with are having to move off this land and find other facilites cuz of rat bastard rich man requires too many changes that they cant comply with. any way i told Maggie that i dont want to move up to ARkansas with her to work there, cuz i way too into this man ive met down here. so she calls up a lady she known forever and and talks me up so much this lady is ready to let her current help go and hire me on. holy fucking shit. i am loved. apparently ive proved myself to be an excellent, trustworthy, good worker. but at this other place i would not be shoveling shit, theyve got a man who does that. they need someone to take care of the horses and barn and longe horses and if i can ride, which of course i know i can, she would love to have me train, and teach me anything i dont already know. hell-fuckin-yeah. shes even ready to buy a mobile home to put on the property for me. and then she says if im not comfortable with working there or anything at all, she'll find somewhere else for me to work that i would be happier at. i cant believe people like this exist, people who take care of each other. i mean, just the fact that Maggie, after i tell her i dont want to keep workin for her, goes out of her way to find me another job with someone who she thinks the world of. she just speaks so highly of me. ive just never been so appreciated in my whole life. life is just so good to me right now. i know, i KNOW, this is where i belong. in louisiana, what the fuck. just so you know, ive also met the man im gonna marry. its not like were already planning anything, but i just knew it from the moment i met him. the only bad thing is im so far away from my family and friends. but thats all good. i can work with that. soo damn happy. love ya'll.