everything is beautiful in its own way,,,(how cheesy) :)
went to the Rodeo last night at the state fair. there was even a concert afterwards. hoo diggy. i went with my new beau. he wanted me to meet some friends of his and they were all going. there were some pretty horses at least, and the only black man in the whole thing kicked all them other cowboys asses. we didnt stay for the concert needless to say, but it was fun walking around that big of a fair. we rode on the helicopter. that was fuckin rad. when we go up to arkansas and missouri next weekend were gonna go on a 20 minute helicoptor tour over the mountains in missouri. hell fuckin yeah. i got to pet a giraffe too, anybody ever look at one of them up close, wow. thats all i gotta say. wow. you ever hear someone say that if you ever met the person you would spend your life with youd just 'know'? well i have, and its weird just knowing something for once in life, to be completely sure and have no doubts from the first day i spoke with him. hes not what i imagined, but he makes me SO happy. this is gods gift to me, a nice man that understands me and looks after me. who calls me ma'am. and i can talk to about horses and he doesnt have to pretend to be interested. who has a job and actually loves what he does, and is good at what he does. and let me drive a trackhoe. yeah a big motherfuckin machine. i like drivin tractors an stuff, its fun. i want to be a farmer. i fo'sho dont want to live in the city again. anyway im pretty damn happy right now, except for being burnt out on working for the last two weeks straight 10 hr days since the boss lady is out of town showing, but except for that. its a beautiful day today, the leaves are finally changin to fall and it just got finished raining, i love fall. even though it was 91 degrees yesterday, WTF. its nice out today though. peace love'n wild kinky sex.