Mar 22, 2009 17:59
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I took a hour walk away from the library thankfully nothing happened to me, I found a little nook behind the library with a fresh dirt. It looked like the dirt I found at Naruto's home land when I was there. And when I was walking..there was something wonderful, well I guess it wasn't wonderful but it was a dead flower, I took the the seed and went over to the small place where the dirt was and came back ten minutes later with the water and water it. The flower..it was red..it um kinda reminded me of someone one...someone I haven't talked for a while...so..I hope the plant take place..so..he can see it when it blooms.
But, you never know what happens in this place if you want it, death can happen or being happy, or being depressed. You can even find someone that will make you happy I guess well at his moment I'm sorta getting out of being depressed. You can't be depressed forever right? I just keep reminding myself that someday soon I might see him again.
Until then I'll keep my day high on high alert and make sure nothing happens to me until then, I guess back to the highchool to me again. I really hate that place since it's so lonely without him now a days or even listening to his voice....does...that sound wrong?
maybe i should find more friends,
heartsick,
matsuri isn't depressed,
i miss him