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[Voice]
Today I took a step out of the library, the wind on my hair and for once I can it felt well. I don't know why I felt I felt why I thought it felt so good. But it did, I took a step out of the library I know I shouldn't have but I had to the library was driving me crazy. I felt like I was going to go crazy..
I feel so..not myself..I just want to wrap my arms around myself and let out a heavy sigh, and look down at my feet and ask why I'm really here. Why in hell they brought me here, I miss home, I miss my people, I hate this place., I want to go home..least I want some one to come to me and hug me and tell and say 'Hey Matusuri it will be alright' but I doubt there is anyone out there in this place that can tell me what I want.
So I will just stay here, it feels good to out of the library and walk around every now and then, I killed three monsters on my own, I nearly died at one of them but I killed it just in time but I was so tired so I kept it down low for a long time so here I am talking again if anyone wanted to talk to me again.