T - 1 week
JLPT AHHHHH!
Freaking out? Not really... slowly allowing stress to build? Yes, but that's to be expected.
I'm becoming pretty fatalistic about this exam. If I pass it I'll be pleased, but I know if I haven't learned enough by now then I just haven't learned enough and I'll fail. I don't want to cram.
Yet I'm compelled to study. I need to try harder. Learn a few more grammar points... just another dozen vocabulary. I keep telling myself those few could be the difference between being happy and eternally depressed.
Wrong, yes.
Today I've tried so hard to study, but its just not happening. I'm not in the mind-set for it, can't focus enough. I know I have to back off a bit, not allow myself to become overly frustrated ('cause thats a downward spiral) but with only one week left I don't want to give myself that breathing room.
GRRR.
Studying while at work is never the easiest thing anyway. Next week, I'm going to hide in the library all week. I'll take Adam's advice and just show up 10 minutes before class.
Speaking of, I've got one now. Later.
Freaking out? Not really... slowly allowing stress to build? Yes, but that's to be expected.
I'm becoming pretty fatalistic about this exam. If I pass it I'll be pleased, but I know if I haven't learned enough by now then I just haven't learned enough and I'll fail. I don't want to cram.
Yet I'm compelled to study. I need to try harder. Learn a few more grammar points... just another dozen vocabulary. I keep telling myself those few could be the difference between being happy and eternally depressed.
Wrong, yes.
Today I've tried so hard to study, but its just not happening. I'm not in the mind-set for it, can't focus enough. I know I have to back off a bit, not allow myself to become overly frustrated ('cause thats a downward spiral) but with only one week left I don't want to give myself that breathing room.
GRRR.
Studying while at work is never the easiest thing anyway. Next week, I'm going to hide in the library all week. I'll take Adam's advice and just show up 10 minutes before class.
Speaking of, I've got one now. Later.