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i'm the biggest idiot ever. i didn't kiss him. i am drunk and i didn't even fuckin' kiss him. it was a date, as he admitted this on dropping me off to my car.
i just spent the entire night laying on hunnicutt's bed, watching tv with him. i had a fucking date with a 30-year old. his dog fuckin' loves me. i would use html, but i can not type very well. he bought me sushi and we drank wine and watched cartoons.
i'm the biggest idiot. i figured out why i like him so much, too. it's really really realllyre ally creepy. he's fuckin' brock's dad. if he get to know him, he starts making the exact faces that brock's dad makes and it's really great. it bugged me, because i thought of him as looking like my exes' dad, but h eodes. it's weird. but it's so cute.
and that's why ii'm a big fuckin' idiot. on the way to my car, we admitted that we liked each other. and had for a while. and then he gave me an altoid incase i got pulled over. he's wonderful.
and i didn't kiss him at all. i wanted to. i really really wanted to. and he wanted to. i could tell. i can't stand it. fuckin' period. fuckin' wine. i wouldn't have done anything, but i wanted ti kiss him. really bad. i suck.
paige called while i was still on his bed, and he was playing with his dog and tring to distract me, it wasw awkward. either way....
he doesn't live in chicago. i do.
i do.
i cannot believe i went on a date with fucking jim hunnicutt. do you know how many times i wanted to kiss that man? and didn't? i broke up with brock for three days over this guy and he didn't even get a goodnight kiss. i'm an idiot. who lives 12 hours away from him. i suck so
bad.
i just spent the entire night laying on hunnicutt's bed, watching tv with him. i had a fucking date with a 30-year old. his dog fuckin' loves me. i would use html, but i can not type very well. he bought me sushi and we drank wine and watched cartoons.
i'm the biggest idiot. i figured out why i like him so much, too. it's really really realllyre ally creepy. he's fuckin' brock's dad. if he get to know him, he starts making the exact faces that brock's dad makes and it's really great. it bugged me, because i thought of him as looking like my exes' dad, but h eodes. it's weird. but it's so cute.
and that's why ii'm a big fuckin' idiot. on the way to my car, we admitted that we liked each other. and had for a while. and then he gave me an altoid incase i got pulled over. he's wonderful.
and i didn't kiss him at all. i wanted to. i really really wanted to. and he wanted to. i could tell. i can't stand it. fuckin' period. fuckin' wine. i wouldn't have done anything, but i wanted ti kiss him. really bad. i suck.
paige called while i was still on his bed, and he was playing with his dog and tring to distract me, it wasw awkward. either way....
he doesn't live in chicago. i do.
i do.
i cannot believe i went on a date with fucking jim hunnicutt. do you know how many times i wanted to kiss that man? and didn't? i broke up with brock for three days over this guy and he didn't even get a goodnight kiss. i'm an idiot. who lives 12 hours away from him. i suck so
bad.