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[derivatizing]

I have moved plurks to luftballons! Follow me if you'd like.

Also,

Tell me something. Post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love: anything you want. Something about you, something about me, anything at all.

Be sure to post honestly. Post as many times as you want.

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[anonymous]

There is this thing that I happen to do sometimes where I change greatly all at once. I know everyone changes slowly, but for me it is sometimes a big process all at once. Something induces it, and I go blank, so to speak, and then when I'm "rebuilding" myself, I can change details about my personality and how I handle things. I can choose traits I want to keep or discard. Usually this works out well (although sometimes there are consequences to choosing traits of which I do not fully anticipate the repercussions) and I believe I have some untouchable base, but... it's strange

[derivatizing]

Hey, let me just start out by saying this? This is all okay. In fact, it's probably better for you. This is an experience you can grow from

[anonymous]

Perhaps we could discuss... but it would have to be over AIM, or something... LJ is a little slow for that.

... Problem is, I rather like being in control of myself. It is one of my primary qualities. I am... a product of my own creation. I just manage to take this to an... unusual extreme?

It's weird. I guess. It's normal to me, but lately, I've found out a lot of things I thought were common are actually not at all common at all.

[derivatizing]

I understand! I'm luvlynski on aim. I won't be around until later in the evening PST time but I'm happy to listen.

I think you're right though, it's an unusual extreme, but I think not being in control is part of how we grow as people.

[anonymous]

Are you on often? I have time in the evenings, usually...

[derivatizing]

Yup. I usually don't get home until 6 or 7 because I work but then I get on for awhile. I'm on a lot during the weekends, though.