A note on depression...
This past year hasn't been a whole bundle of fun, while the world had it's recession, i was having some depression, it's had it's moments of awesome, which I shall attribute mainly to my friends, because you guys are bloody fantastic. However it's also had it's downsides, which thinking about makes that wonderful void inside me seem ever larger. Now though, what with employment amongst other oppurtunities, I'm feeling several metric fucktons (about 60,000BU) better, there's a way to go yet, but I'll take it at the rate of a second per second.
I'd like to think that I occasionally do learn things from my mistakes, so here's a quick stab at it:
It seems like things are on the up. I have a job, all that bullcrap I said in my last post may have sorted itself out, someone very bad is no longer persuing what I would only describe as a long cruel campaign of psycological torment and abhorrent ...misuse of sheer loveliness and adorability. Alright, he's not residing in everyone's favourite lake of fire just yet, but when he is, I'll nip downstairs and give him a swift kicking of my own. Bastard. Being nice to others is very cool, however, there are some people who will walk all over you because they can, not being nice to these people is cool, so is defenestrating them.
Enough of this ugly talk of undesirables, it's making me infuriated. That rather unspeakable ugly mess can be left alone right now. Now is time for relaxing and being contented. To that end I'll be off to the ship and mitre at 4:30 for those uninformed.
With that said, I'm going to finish up this mining op, look at some pictures of kittens and puppies to calm me down and then make ready for my departure.
Peace and Love! ^_^....unless you can't maintain trouser integrity >:(
P.S. The new Rammstein album kicks ass. Though Wiener Blut is a very sinister song.
I'd like to think that I occasionally do learn things from my mistakes, so here's a quick stab at it:
- Plan ahead. Be prepared, I've somehow managed to forget that.
- Be pro-active. If it's important, don't just assume it will happen.
- Never be unemployed unless it's temporary and you have wok lined up or your bank balance says you can afford to live for the rest of your years in the manner to which you are accustomed
- Don't allow small things to get out of hand, it's like undoing the latch and setting loose a herd of drama llamas
- Don't beat yourself up over things that are currently bad that you cannot currently change. I've done more than my fair share of this. Dwelling on things eats up the time you can spend either preparing for whatever lies ahead or distracting yourself from current issues
- Alcohol does solve some problems. Without it I may still be rather unspoken and unemployed.
- Whatever happens, just bear it, carry on and try not to make others concerned, though if you're like me, you'll downright suck at the last part. :(
It seems like things are on the up. I have a job, all that bullcrap I said in my last post may have sorted itself out, someone very bad is no longer persuing what I would only describe as a long cruel campaign of psycological torment and abhorrent ...misuse of sheer loveliness and adorability. Alright, he's not residing in everyone's favourite lake of fire just yet, but when he is, I'll nip downstairs and give him a swift kicking of my own. Bastard. Being nice to others is very cool, however, there are some people who will walk all over you because they can, not being nice to these people is cool, so is defenestrating them.
Enough of this ugly talk of undesirables, it's making me infuriated. That rather unspeakable ugly mess can be left alone right now. Now is time for relaxing and being contented. To that end I'll be off to the ship and mitre at 4:30 for those uninformed.
With that said, I'm going to finish up this mining op, look at some pictures of kittens and puppies to calm me down and then make ready for my departure.
Peace and Love! ^_^....unless you can't maintain trouser integrity >:(
P.S. The new Rammstein album kicks ass. Though Wiener Blut is a very sinister song.