Chipperness twice removed.

[derekhaltom]

I had me a nice happy mood earlier, and while it's not completely gone, I'm feeling a bit, oh, under the weather now. Not depressed, just... Something. I've been thinking about "her". (I borrowed that little descriptive technique from Meredith.) I miss "her". More than I should. Those moments when everything was gone and it was just "her". That's

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[moonwyllow]

Does she still work at MOO? You know you COULD find her information (name/phone/address) rather easily. When your dad and I were "courting from afar", we lost touch for awhile. I went throught the "ohmygodiamsoscaredbecausewethinkjustalikeandhowcanigetinvolvedwiththismanthatlives1000milesaway!" phase. It took me three years to just finally up and realize it was all real and stop being so scared. He was real. We could have a real relationship. And that he loved me truly for who I was...quirks, chub and all. Sometimes it takes a woman a long time to realize that kind of stuff...and then it takes them awhile to accept it and embrace it.
Maybe you and "her" are meant to be together. Maybe you are not. Maybe the timing was just bad.
I agree with palindromicme. get her info and contact her. If for nothing else, just friendship. Continue to build on your friendship but don't have any other expectations other than that. If nothing else you have a beautiful friendship that will last a lifetime.
Does she have access to the net?
*comforting hugs*
ESM(*