sorry
I am very very sorry for any trouble I have caused any of you or for making you worry about me/my problems...it was selfish of me to depend upon everyone like that. I am sorry for imposing upon you, your friends, and your family...From now on I am not going out except to work...I am working on saving all of my money so I can get an apartment and support myself, this way I am no longer leeching off of everyone else I am my own responcibility. I have also decided to stop my cries for attention no more phone calls, no more writing music/poetry, and no more drawing it is detramental to everyone around me and one big pathetic cry for help...also no one is allowed to comment on my journal anymore that way I am not patheticly crying for help..in fact i dunno if i am gunna write anymore after this...well anyways I suppose this is goodbye but more than anything its I am sorry very very very sorry for all of the trouble that i have caused everyone through my thoughtless, selfish, attention hungry actions.