Mar 29, 2004 08:30
grrr....my dad is gunna drive me insane! I just got off the phone with him he called to say "sorry, I came but you weren't around, so I left" Wow he stayed for a whole 2 damn minuets! That sure qualifies for good parenting! This is bullshit now I feel like shit cuz I didn't show up for him. I really hate this. I really hate him. My fucking god why the hell did he even bother calling. Why do I even bother trying to waste my time or better yet why does he waste his cuz everyone kno's that it takes a hell of alot of time to sit around on ur ass and live off ur siblings! Ok this is it for today I swear I will stop this goddamn ranting. I am just really pissed that he could do that 2 me. Now I feel partly guilty and I have no goddamn reason to feel bad. Fuck him he is an asshole! I wish I could talk 2 someone right now but no one is around right now. Fuckin asshole! My fucking god I am beyond pissed off. I swear this is my last rant. I am gunna stop now for sure I swear. Hopefully things get better....One thing I have learned now is next time my dad calls he can go to hell. I hate him and all the emotional crap he puts me through! So next time thats to bad he can kiss my god damn ass if he wants to see me thats to fucking bad! Ok thats it goodbye.