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i think in the end i'm sick of being constantly surrounded by people who don't care about me. i mean, i know there are people here who do, i feel like that it's a good 2... maybe 3 people tho. One of which i'm around all the time i guess... but even she cares more about like... everything else. What i need the most are my friends, i want to go home and be in someone's basement in a room full of people who care about me and care about each other. i miss drinking around people who are drinking together to have a good time and dance and talk and hug and feel comfortable, rather than drinking because everyone is drinking and going to parties that i leave without remembering a name. the most interesting thing i think that's happened at a party this year is getting into a conversation with a guy who seriously believed that if you gave everyone AIDs we'd cure it. That's not how it works, pretty much everyone would die. it takes millions of years for most beneficial genetic mutations to become widespread in a population. you give everyone aids, everyone dies. IF a couple people live they need to hurry and fuck and make lots of babies, and then yes, those people might also be immune, but depending on the genetics of it it could like a 1/4 (at best?) chance that they'd carry the beneficial gene, and you'd have to keep giving them aids until only the people who have the gene who can for sure carry it on to their children and keep passing it on. this guy thought that 'survival of the fit' meant that your genes change in response to the environment and that's not right at all.
ugh, i just ranted about something completely unrelated.
i didn't wear a shirt to class today. i wore my hoodie and a sports bra. no one was the wiser.
ugh, i just ranted about something completely unrelated.
i didn't wear a shirt to class today. i wore my hoodie and a sports bra. no one was the wiser.