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[depressed_dude]

when i look in the mirror
i see bumps and bruises
love lost its meaning
with every hit

when i look to the sky
i think of better days
happier families

but why did i have
to have you?

Drunken anger
my face full of pain

What teachings are these?
what have i done?
a cold studded belt
a back full of pain
a face covered in sadness and tears

fucked up dream
pain and anger
losing to a man
full of desire
desire to inflict pain on me

a better world this would be
if no pain would ever come to me
a sad sad truth
this drinking think has taught me
a fucked up father
who's next weapon would be a knife
a knife through me......