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Click to viewWell... lets see... YESTERDAY WAS FUCKING AMAZING.
This is what ive been trying to explain to jeni for a long time now... why plan something and stick to it when u can just modify it as u go and make it better! :D anyways ill make this quick.
Yesterday we had said we were gonna go to gamestop and go see transformers with maria. (this is what we planned.)
What ended up happening?
I woke up as usual like 3 hours before jeni... she sleeps too much. That or i seriously have a sleep/depression disorder. I woke up and i kissed her forehead as i went and figured id jump the gun and go shower n get all nice for her. I went did my deal and came back. I just saw her layign there so i didn't wanna wake her even tho it was already 1pm. I went online and check my eve, myspace, lj, etc... and went and played some conquest. (im sorry celearons are fucking overpowered in that game. fucking pacifist aliens.)
I finally woke her up at 2pm thinking it was 3pm and i figured i might as well wake her because since we were gonna go with maria she was gonna take for fucking ever to get rdy. Anyways jeni got up after many kisses and cuddles and finally got all huffy puffy n kicked me LOL! god i love that woman!
SO WERE OFF!!!
We went to gamestop, got food stuff for my mom and then we went to marias.
We watched ummm some of the 5th element before jeni just said eff this lets go! So we said our goodbyes and took off. We went to dolphin and got our tickets for 6:30pm :D (im so glad we did reason will be stated later on.)
The movie was great, really kewl, bubble bee is a loser. ROFL! im sorry the weapons guy fucking owns. first he wanted to blast the dog, then the parents, then the humans capturing bubblebee, and then he went fucking ape shit in the fight towards the end. LOL!
Altho i have to admit seeing the mountain dew coke dispenser turn into a transformer n start killing people was how u say? "EHL OH EHL?" Nothing is more hardcore than killer transforming coke dispensers. :D
Some how the words "do the dew" come to mind :D
We left the movie and went to the car and when we were leaving it was exactly 9:30.
HELLO FIREWORKS. (perfect timing. thanks to the early movie!)
We parked on the side of dolphin at first and then we tought it was over so we took the highway home seeing as it might be the more "Scenic" route? Turns out the fireworks hadn't stopped so we pulled over on the emergency lane and watched some fireworks up close. This is were the day got totally dreamy....
Here i was with my lil girl, cutesy date, front row seats to an amazing fireworks display, and we were both comfy n holding each other. Totally great! I thought to myself, wow its amazing how much being spontaneous can help make something so simple and
predictable, so un expected and fun.
Finally the fireworks ended and we drove off.
She told me she wanted something sweet. And u know me? if she wants something ill do anything in my power for it :D so before we knew it we went to 7-11 and raided it! we got 2 brownies, 2 bawls, 1 box of cookies and 1 bannana bread. We went back home n i had 2 wraps and she had one burrito.
She felt all gross so we figured what the heck, and we took a nice shower together went to my room and umm... yeah. i was joking about it when we woke up but umm.... we ended the 4th of july with a bang. ;) She's a lil meanie tho! she was all -=rawr=- yesterday frickin owned me. It was cute but didn't even expect that either i guess in a way i just need to work on slowly regaining some bedside confidence. i don't know.
We watched some TV after and eventually she came to bed n we knocked out i wrapped her up in my arms and ohh man... i totally melted. Yesterday was a truly amazing day atleast for me, it was fun, different, spontaneous, and best of all.... no time restraints! she was really great on that and it made me feel so nice n at home when she wasn't askign for the time 24/7. We took everything nice n slow n however it came.
This morning i woke up and i sat in my chair for a few minutes just looking at her sleeping. So peaceful, dreamy, she seemed almost in a truly happy sate. It was great. I really wanna talk to her about something i thought about this morning when i woke up and saw her laying in my bed.
I remember how i felt april first, and what i said and i still say it... and u know what? i remember i dedicated this song to that journal entry that i wrote that night....
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Thank you my little one.
Thank you for making me reallize something this morning.
im gone.