COMPLETELY TORN

[dephi]

I was sitting one day, reading actually when my mother approached me and I was like 'hey I want to buy this novel that has just come out' and my mother sarcastically replied 'Great, when you're getting married I don't need to buy you things anymore, I'll just bring you all your novels and mangas and just everything you read'. And then I realized

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[kajalmonsta]

it's a real tough situation you're in dear. but really, if you feel like this isn't what you really want to do, and you really tried it for years ne, shouldn't you change it then? i mean after all, you have to live with what you made your degree with for the rest of your life, so shouldn't it be something you want to do?

[dephi]

I don't know why but I am afraid of changing what I have at the moment. I'm really good at this major, I mean most usually struggle with their hands but I apparently am great with my hands so I own the skill. So I might be afraid of coming out of my comfort zone because this is what I'm good at and I don't really dislike it, I just don't put my heart wholly on it and it's such a sad thing I guess. That's what confused me. Not to mention the pressure and expectation and the issue with my own pride :(

[kajalmonsta]

it's normal love. changes are never easy, and people normally are afraid of them. but sometimes, you need to do what you need to do. and i don't know listen to what your heart is telling you, try to not listen to your brain and all the worries, but to your heart and what your instinct is telling you. *hugs*

[dephi]

hmmm... I guess that would be great. Thank youuu.. *HUGS*
I'll definitely take that into consideration. You've been really helpful! :D

[kajalmonsta]

i hope that you'll be able to make the right decision in the end *hugs*