I Can't Believe This!
We may be going to DragonCon for a day, after all! Through the generosity of morganskye, mobobocita, and soronuume, we suddenly have the funds to purchase one day at-the-door tickets for both Joel and myself on Sunday, and a bit of money for spending as well! I am completely floored, flabbergasted, and several other crazy words.
I. don't. know. what. to. say.
I almost had to hide myself in the bathroom crying. Fortunately, nobody bothered me at my cubicle, so I didn't have to make a scene (as the bathroom is past several other people). There is a lump in my throat, though, and I don't know what to do. I could never repay them their generosity.
I'm never comfortable accepting this kind of thing, and I really don't know what to do or say. I'm usually the person giving, because that's what feels most comfortable to me. That feels right. This? This is a completely new feeling. It's amazing, and I cannot express just how loved I feel at this moment.
I'm not trying to brag, because that would be silly and stupid. I'm not trying to bow and scrape and say I'm not worthy, or that I am worthy. I honestly don't know what I'm trying to do, other than recognize these amazing people (and honestly? all of my friends, because I know that each and every one of you would've done the same had you had the expendable income! money is tight for a lot of us now, and I know I'm not the only one.) for doing something so generous... that... ark.
Damn me. I'm not articulate. I don't know what flowery words to say. I just know these people are amazing. I'm proud to have all of you as my friends. Thank you. ;-;
I. don't. know. what. to. say.
I almost had to hide myself in the bathroom crying. Fortunately, nobody bothered me at my cubicle, so I didn't have to make a scene (as the bathroom is past several other people). There is a lump in my throat, though, and I don't know what to do. I could never repay them their generosity.
I'm never comfortable accepting this kind of thing, and I really don't know what to do or say. I'm usually the person giving, because that's what feels most comfortable to me. That feels right. This? This is a completely new feeling. It's amazing, and I cannot express just how loved I feel at this moment.
I'm not trying to brag, because that would be silly and stupid. I'm not trying to bow and scrape and say I'm not worthy, or that I am worthy. I honestly don't know what I'm trying to do, other than recognize these amazing people (and honestly? all of my friends, because I know that each and every one of you would've done the same had you had the expendable income! money is tight for a lot of us now, and I know I'm not the only one.) for doing something so generous... that... ark.
Damn me. I'm not articulate. I don't know what flowery words to say. I just know these people are amazing. I'm proud to have all of you as my friends. Thank you. ;-;